Abnormal-me

2009-01-27T10:32:00.000-08:00

Omg i'm so laggg .. hahaa .. CNY just ended in a perhaps good way .. lols it has been long since the last CNY i stayed at my ah ma hse till midnight .. usually i will leave early with my brother n sister .. let me briefly talked about CNY before recapping on what happened before that ..

First day ::
went to my nanny's house to bai nian the first thing in the morning .. as usual got alot of hao liao waiting for us .. ate lunch and mingle around before moving on to my grandma's house .. played blackjack all the way till 6 plus den went back to my nanny's house again with my kor to meet our childhood friends and have dinner .. all of them went off at 8 plus while me n my kor continue staying and we started koping all the CNY goodies until one point my nanny ask us to go eat prawns by volunteering to help us pluck the shell =x hahaa .. not i wanna say, we finished up the whole plate! i tink we both ate more than ten each in less than 5 mins .. 0.0 i ate prawns for four day consecutively alr! can die pls .. went home at 10 plus .. and i slept at 11 plus!

Second day ::
wooke up at ten .. and realise only tt my daddy and mummy is awake nia .. the other two pigs were still sleeping so i went to watch tv .. ate the fried rice my daddy cooked den went to bath .. prepare prepare take photos and headed to my ah ma house at 1 plus! actualli quite surprised to see tt almost everyone was there alr even my xiao shu gong! which is my ah gong's didi .. lols .. they always reached later than us ! but dunno why so earli todae lol ok tts not the main point .. btw today i just realise tt my xiao shu gong is only four months older than my daddy HAHA .. so weird la .. and his son which is the same age as me .. is my uncle and my father's tang di LOL .. funny lar .. every year de cny we will get really awkward over calling someone younger or wat auntie or uncle haha .. but anyway my xiao shu gong's eldest daughter is getting married! oh cool .. hope got xi jiu drink hehee .. xD played blackjack after that .. as usual .. den my xiao shu is the banker he lost until siao hahaha .. i neva really play actualli onli watch them play cos dun feel like playing .. the whole day me and my bro was walking here and there see see my sister who was playing mahjong outside my mother who was playing mahjong inside and my father who was playing blackjack in another room ... LOL .. cmi i seriously cnt stand my father and his family members all very funny one i was luffing the whole day lor .. den at night went to play one dollar blackjack with my younger cousins .. wah everyone won except me LOL .. i go there fen qian only .. cmi .. my youngest cousin won $48 dollars lor with one 2 dollars note as her ben qian 0.0 i realli lose until xin fu kou fu HAHA .. she neva fails to draw within 21 points .. realli super heng .. btw i have to say tt i realli pei fu my sister n my mummy .. they can continue playing 3-4 rounds of mahjong without stopping! 0.0 hahaha now i noe where our mahjong genes came from .. DADDY'S SIDE! all mahjong siao .. some actualli wanted to go le but in the end cnt resist the temptation of mahjong so neva go 0.0 LOL .. aniwae today is a longgg day! but quite fun actually =D and thanks iso for chuan-ing some luck to me LOL ..

CNY eve ::
did all the last minute spring cleaning before gng out for reunion dinner! went to a restaurant at macpherson .. the food i tink onli worth like two to three hundred per table ?? but they charge 500 per table! siao .. surely is nice until worth 500 de lor .. ok lar not super bad tt kind la .. but still .. haha .. btw heard is my ah gong choose one .. so what can we say lols .. went home aft tt .. wanted to shou shui but cmi so slept at 1 plus ..

CNY eve eve ::
went out in the morning with my kor to tamp .. ate lunch at east link mall before meeting my sis at tm to see phone .. my bro bought the samsung omnia and trade in his iphone! cos nobody wanna change with him HAHA .. so cool lor omnia .. but i surely dunno how to use de lol .. too complicated .. after buying my sis went home first den we went to jean yip to cut hair .. I CUT STR FRINGE! hahaha .. very gou peng you rite .. dun sae i ps u all hor .. i TE DI went to cut my fringe only .. LOL my kor kept complaining abt his hairdresser cos he damn not man yi with his hair .. cny cut realli damn ex ! 0.0 aft cutting we went to shop around for my kor's shoe .. neva see the one he like .. so we decided to head back to ep to try our luck .. in the end he bought a pair of everlast sneakers ok la its all white and abit orange behind like school shoe liddat .. 0.0 .. den went ntuc to help my mother buy some ingredients for steamboat! we're having our own reunion dinner at night! STEAMBOAT! xD hahaha so excited lor .. after taking our nap we started crowding around in the kitchen preparing our steamboat! we bought alot of food! in the end cnt finish hahaha .. i like to have steamboat at home! so cool .. =D oh ya ah ma they all coming to stay over this friday!! we'll be having overnight steamboat like last year! hahaa so looking forward to it! xD hope this year will be much better .. btw played mahjong aft dinner and i helped my mother lose alot of money HAHA ..

23rd Jan ::
went to shop for steamboat ingredients todaY! actually i forgot the details alr hahaha .. skip .. =x

22th Jan ::
went for dental appointment in the morning and went to watch love matters today at marina square! xD erm i tink the show so-so only .. not as nice as money not enough 2! lol .. or perhaps ... heheee .. after tt went esplanade to walk walk and went home alr! thanks for the present and the treat! =D popcorn is love ~ hehee ..

21st Jan ::
TODAY IS VICLIQUE DAY! meet up with the five monkeys for dinner! so happy ~ =D .. and everyone bluff me the whole day lor .. especially niangzi! stupid from morning jiu bluff until night LOL .. but aniwae realli thanks for the belated present! xD i noe de lai bu yi .. hahaha for more details about what happen .. pls log on to pinkfurball.blogspot.com .. LOL .. oops missquek i noe u are da hao ren rite ?? taitai alr still wanna ji jiao abt the fees with me hahaaa! btw let me say a few words to show my appreciation hahahaha ..

To my super beloved de niangzi :

To my super kawaii de xiaopengyou :

To my super hua-chi de missquek :

To my super hardworking de jiejie :

To my super "normal" de mimi :

HAHA .. ok i said finish alr =D .. u noe tts how much i appreciate it ?! qian yan wan yu jin zai bu yan zhong =x LOL .. shall fill in my qian yan wan yu some days lata hahaha! oops .. its 3:40 am now! i need to go orh orh alr .. if not can die hahaha .. let me go dream of my qian yan wan yu okies .. hahaha GOODNIGHTS . happy chinese new year! xD

2009-01-24T09:51:00.000-08:00

疲倦的背包它不问我是否寂寥
无奈的手表孤单地走过每一秒
阳光静悄悄街上有人拥抱我听得到
没有人知道口袋里我藏着你的味道
想见你没有你城市再炫也没意义
热闹的全都是你幻影
想见你心太急狂奔拥挤的人群里
多希望下一秒就见到你

天虽然很高思念像云笼罩我很低潮
我所有沉默如果你看得到给我拥抱
微风轻轻飘寂寞在笑声里默默喧闹
只有我知道不需要再寻找谁的依靠
想见你没有你每天生活只剩呼吸
闭上眼晃动的全都是你
想见你我的心其实从来不曾离去
这一生只想和你在一起

想见你没有你每天生活只剩呼吸
闭上眼晃动的全都是你
想见你我的心其实从来不曾离去
全世界最重要的就是你

2009-01-23T09:57:00.000-08:00

虽然没车能接送你
海角天边都陪你去
送了一个小惊喜忙几星期
你眼中有小星星
你不开心就抱紧你
你有话说我就安静
为你改好了个性磨平脾气
才晓得默契会飘移
你的爱情在走音变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情是会过完的冬季
我把心划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境
听见爱情在走音痛是太长的抖音
我不爱煽情但双唇抖个不停
本来幸福的主题怎麽唱成了悲剧
选错歌唱再用心也无力
对街狂奔大喊爱你
拥挤捷运流下泪滴
这个疯狂的自己来自哪里
我已经不懂我自己

2009-01-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

这里的空气很新鲜
这里的小吃很特别
这里的lette不像水
这里的夜景很有感觉
在有港口view的房间
在讨价还价的商店
在凌晨喧闹的三四点
可是亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在身边
在一万英尺的天边
在有港口view的房间
在讨价还价的商店
在凌晨喧闹的三四点
可是亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在身边

2009-01-21T09:39:00.000-08:00

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 NO
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

2009-01-20T22:55:00.000-08:00

woohoo! i'm back for blogging! hahaa .. wondering why i'm just posting lyrics for the past few daes ?! partly is becos i dun have time to blog la .. cos i'm working at expo john little sales! hahaha .. budden again tts not solely the reason .. hehehe ..

8th Jan to 18th jan
Let me do a beautiful sum up of whats gng on in my life for the past ten days! hahaa .. yess .. this is the first time in my whole life tt i worked! aldoh as promoters, we had to stand throughout the dae without having a chance to sit, to me its still quite fun and interesting! haha .. okae .. perhaps its my first time working so i dont feel tired at all .. except for the first two days when i can feel my bones breaking when i reached home lols .. oh ya for your info i'm working for this brand called emilio valentino .. seriously before that i din even noe the existence of it .. hahha .. but tts not the main point .. the main point is i got to meet a lot of new friends and of cos old friends like misslau and XTX! hahaa .. and finally got to experience how it is like to earn money by myself! aldoh its not alot but to me the amt doesnt matter cos its the experience tt i enjoyed .. =D let me briefly touch on the people whom i came across during these ten days .. firstly is my very nice supervisor whom we called auntie hahaa .. she alr made tt her english name cos everyone call her by this LOL .. even those delivery man who is older than her call her by tt! haha she's a very nice person to chat with and she always fen xiang with us how she guan jiao her children hahaha .. sorry ar auntie i din mean to scare u with the scopion HAHA .. oh ya btw she cant believe tt her friend's daughter scored 8 points for O levels! 0.0 .. next is our 2nd supervisor named coco .. lols i onli see her thrice throughout the ten days .. just know tt she stayed in paya lebar .. she always took train home with evelyn! hahaha aka super blurhead .. always kanna bully by me and huda (aka starstarjacket) =x lols .. next time rmb to wear yr spects ar .. if not will keep treating old man as handsome guys and give us a chance to jisiao you HAHA .. always slacked with her when i was asked to help out in the children's section .. she's also a very nice friend to tok to! aldoh we have quite an age gap .. rmb to update me abt yr bf nxt time ar LOL .. another friend tt we realli chatted with is sheena! she is one out of the four O levels students there tt we realli toked with haha .. she cant resist the temptation of bedsheets and chocolates! lols .. and she dont look 16 just like huda! omg .. they look like our age lor .. but aniwae everyone said we look young nobody believes tt we are 19 alr! lols .. aldoh i cant believe it myself haha ok next is the other three O levels students tt we rarely chat with .. yong, valerie and swanser! valerie and swanser is from chungchenghigh and scored quite well for Os .. as for yong not realli sure haha .. tok to him for last than ten sentences throughout the ten days .. lols .. tts about all whom we worked with under the same department for the ten days except for huda .. she's from another company .. but anyway the most shocking thing there is to realise tt xtx is oso working there as cashier! hahaha always slack ar .. fakefake go toilet den come jisiao me .. dun tink i dunno lata i tell john little ban you den u noe hahahaa .. jkjk .. aniway quite xing fen to see shou ren there! thanks ah ma ll missquek missho mama jiejie korkor and weiyang korkor for coming down to peng chang HAHA .. and make my day less boring .. lols .. esp the long chat we had with the monkeys at expo platform after work forgetting tt we're holding adult fare alr hahaa .. woohoo ~ wat a wonderful ten days in expo! hehee lastly .. thanks niangzi for your companion throughout all lunch and dinner breaks before and after work for these ten days! =D and keyang! i'll be waiting for your return right here in singapore! do come back fasterrr! hahaha i'm starting to miss you alr LOL ..

20th Jan
went airport with three white angels today to have our romantic dinner hahaha .. wonder why i suddenly call them white angels ? cos we planned to wear all white tgt! lol .. tts so cool .. like in the past .. we chatted at our lao di fang and went to take photos at t1 toilet! when did we ever cuo guo full length mirrors ?! lols .. for more details stay tune to pinkfurball@blogspot.com! hahaha .. oops .. as for now i shall go bath alr cos meeting the 5 monkeys for dinner later! so excitedddd! lols BYE.

ohhhh before i go off .. just wanna sae tt PILIMIT is damn nice becos 007 damn shuai .. hehee xD okies byebyeee .

2009-01-20T09:36:00.000-08:00

走了那么远发现你不在身边
独自走过了什么自己都不了解
未来的蓝图应该有你不该只剩叹息
只是偶尔泪流不停
坚强的理由只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己
一颗心属于我自己爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避我学会不公平
坚强的理由只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己
一颗心属于我自己爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避我学会不公平
一颗心属于一个人在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己
一颗心属于我自己爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避我学会不公平
本来就不公平

2009-01-19T09:32:00.000-08:00

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
oh~~ya~~
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现

2009-01-18T09:30:00.000-08:00

天天想你
TRUST THE LOVE
INSIDE OF YOU
HAVE FATHIN OUR DESTINING
忽然很想你你未完成的爱情
那天你说
有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气
飘着音乐的屋子里
听你借我的CD
在数位相机里
有几万画素的回忆
忽然有点想你
你今天快乐吗
忙得开不开心
窗外的云
也往你的方向一路飞去
平凡无奇的星期几
等着日剧的结局
当寂寞IS KILLING ME
想念你给我的鼓励
谁也没有忘记
讲过了一年以后
我们约在这里
那个日期
让我的心一直暖暖的oh baby
时间一分一秒向前走
心却在你的城市里
身边虽然没有你
可是我有勇气

2009-01-17T09:23:00.000-08:00

爱只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河
其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐
我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫
爱是不是都一样
无论多漫长终究曲终人散
可是我不想因为不敢却步沮丧
然後半途收场
如果还有如果拥抱你不犹豫
能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱让我控制不了
只想要把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我还会微笑
我真的想和你在一起却在你未来缺席

2009-01-16T09:05:00.000-08:00

大街上紧握着你
穿过那倾盆大雨
我愿意一路的走下去
旁人我不理
明天起每日一句
代表深情的成语
偶尔你也说像谜一样的诗句
叫人措手不及
小小的甜蜜慢慢地累积
跟时间交换完美结局
小小的浪漫天天在模拟
那些遥远的未来突然间很具体
就让我们在一起爱你每日一句
所有的情歌都有了意义
原来是因爲我爱你
我要我们一起永远像小情侣
直到下一个世纪都有我专属名句
告诉你幸福是几比几
有了你我可以
不畏惧要做你心中的超人气
我不急因为你
世界再美不过是爱情的背景
所有的小惊喜只有一个动机
要你不只是感动而已

2009-01-15T09:14:00.001-08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

Oooh, yahhh

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah!

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the pain
That I keep all closed in
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

2009-01-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

喜欢你
给我你的外衣
让我像躲在你身体里
喜欢你
借我你的梳子
让我用柔软头发吻你
喜欢你
车窗上的雾气
彷佛是你的爱在呼吸
喜欢你
那微笑的眼睛
连日落也看作唇印
我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带我到哪里
你的脸
慢慢贴近
明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰
我喜欢你爱我的心
轻触我每根手指感应
我知道
它在诉说着你承诺言语

2009-01-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐
BABY你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转
一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
直到永远

哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
WAITING FOR YOU

waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
WAITING FOR YOU

2009-01-12T08:40:00.000-08:00

I Believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了你看了也会难过
I Believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种其实你在回应我
虽然不曾说相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手我不真的难过
不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己I Believe你总会看到我
在某个时候想让你陪伴的是我
I Believe 没有回应的时候
只不过正好你在电话中
I Believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手我真的不难过
在一切之后留在你身边的是我
那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏聚光灯没亮过
怀疑是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我
只告诉自己I Believe一定会有结果
在很久以后
留在你身边的是我
会陪著你的人是我

2009-01-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
Oh~ 我爱你
只是因为你是你
Oh~ 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

2009-01-10T08:14:00.000-08:00

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2009-01-09T06:57:00.000-08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

2009-01-06T10:14:00.000-08:00

太想爱你是我压抑不了的念头
想要全面占领你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我
却还不属于我
叫我如何不去猜测你在想什么
太想爱你是我压抑不了的折磨
能否请你不要不要选择闪躲
只想爱你的我
太想爱你的我
难道只能在迷雾中
猜你的轮廓

好美的词…代替了我心中所有的言语…你听到了吗？

2009-01-05T11:04:00.000-08:00

its jan alr! means 2008 has officially ended! but 2009 hasnt realli begin .. oh no i have a bleakk future .. for whatever that is gonna happen at the end of jan or mid of feb .. i fear .. i have no plannings no goals no aims nothing .. i've come so far to face this fearful reality .. what am i gonna do if i have nowhere to go? should i choose to replay or go on .. god shall decides my fate and fate shall decides my destiny .. the only thing i can do now is to believe .. believe tt somewhere he will bring me.

2009-01-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

hahaha! i havent been blogging for more than ten days! hahaha seriously i have lost track already .. too many things happening .. oh does tt mean tt i've a very happening life ? =x hahahaa! ok .. i shall just touch on the highlights!

22dec
went party worlding at liangcourt (took a long time figuring out how to get there =x)! hahaa the facilities there are all brand new .. cos they just opened i guess .. hahaa so its simply cool ! lols .. went with keyangyang AGAIN .. hehee .. jkjk .. went fareast to buy some prezzie and have dinner before we went home! my favourite milktea again! heeheee .. so xin fu~

23dec
went cycling with my niangzi! hahaa seriously the time we spent on walking is way beyond the time we spent on cycling! o.o will always rmb the missliow incident omg tts so dui lian! saw nz's cousin there .. realli terrorizedd! lols jkjk ... but just feel abit random LOL .. esp the phototaking part HAHA ... aniwae .. we spent almost half the bike journey trying all kinds of self timer shots and videos .. with all the fishermen staring at us blankly hahaha .. chionged back to the bike shop cos we underestimated the time ! but what to do .. we were too engrossed in our aeroplanes and photos lols .. slacked at burger king and had our dinner there .. the burger king is huge! and i mean it lols .. but it was rather empty when we went in cos not much people there .. 5 counters with only 1 opened hahaa .. strolled back to the bus stop .. awww so romantic along the dark dark pathway with street lights by the side .. played with sand along the seaside and attempt to took alot of photos! but most failed .. hahaha cos its too dark alr! lalala ~ den home sweet homee (:

24-25dec
MERRY CHRISTMAS! seriously i forgot what i did alr =x a dull christmas? hahaha

26dec
met up with kyy today! accompanied her to health promotion board for her dental appt hahaa .. as usual we have lots of thing to say .. lols .. after tt went to bugis street to get something before we went food junction for dinner and headed to the singapore conference hall ! haha .. promised my friend tt i will go support her at the MCO concert so i pulled kyy along hehee .. got flower from the xchange mall and went to collect the tickets from my friend before the concert starts .. gave her the flower lols .. its abit weird but i scared cnt find her aft tt hahaa . somemore i only noe her out of the whole orchestra! lols .. aniwae just one word to describe the concert .. AWESOME! hahaa the best concert i've watched so far this year! the GOH is mr nadan .. i was quite shocked actualli lols .. but seriously i tink they have put in alot of effort! esp the abba medley and the tuo ling omg .. superb .. they even included the electric guitar and the drum set into some of the songs .. and they simply blend nicely with the orchestra music .. fantastic! xD reached home at around 11 plus ..its worth the 15 dollars i guess .. hehee xD

27dec
went to meet my niangzi to do our christmas prezzies! hahaha .. it was a fun and exciting afternoon! xD oops .. sat at the void deck the whole afternoon to complete the presents ohh so got cheng jiu gan hahaa .. around 6 plus walked my niangzi to cgh and went home! was busy rushing out my exchange gift! tt shld be the first prezzie to complete but it was the last for me =x hahaa .. spent alot of time trying out different design and yay! it turned out not bad i tink =x lols hope my partner like it! =D wrapped up and went to sleep cos tmr will be an exciting day!! xD

28dec
loveeee todayyy to the maxx ! hahaa .. firstly, its my dajie's birthdae! hahaa HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =DD secondly, i get to go out with the monkeys! and thirdly, i met up with my secondary school clique! =D cool cool .. met the monkeys at 12 plus .. went hooters (@ clarke quay) for lunch.. i din eat cos my mother cooked lunch .. awww~ but aniwae thanks for all the small little bites ! and mimi for yr coffee! (: ok next shall be the highlight of the day! xmas exchange! lols .. seriously not i wanna sae .. but i'm realli pro u seee .. i guessed correctly who give to who sia .. somemore is all bingo! hahaaa .. iso u love me too much alr i noee ~ keep choosing me .. aiya ppl will shy leh .. LOL .. after the exchange, we went photo taking everywhere ard the restaurant and along clarke quay! its realli rare for the six of us to be present tgt .. so realli treasured every single second alot alot! =D .. left for vivo at around 5 plus .. actualli wanted to go sentosa and join my secondary sch clique but they coming back to vivo alr so decided not to in the end .. thanks monkeys for initiating to accompany me to vivo ! =D lovee you all ~ waited for them while walking ard with the monkeys .. went sakae for dinner .. to celebrate my mui's birthday! (HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D she's xmas baby btw!) ok den again took lots of photos hahaa .. just simply in love with todayyy!=D friends foreverrrr ~

29dec (cnt rmb! haha)

30dec
woke up at 9 plus today! omg cos meeting ll for bball hahaa .. seriously i neva wake up so earli before during holidays oops! xD ah wang aka ll's bro came along as well ... we played from 10 plus to 12 plus den went back my house to slack n eat lunch while waiting for the rest to come .. seriously not i wanna sae .. we were supposed to meet at 2 but both of them came at 4 plus hahaa .. me n ll rot until wanna die alr den went to acc jy play viwawa... when they reached we started playing a few rounds of mahjong den ah ma came to join us at 7 plus with kfc delivery! hahaa ..xin ku ni le ah ma .. hehee btw dun forget kfc cnt accept nets!! LOL .. ok kept the mahjong and have our dinner .. after which we started playing board gamess .. started with taboo! hahaa its realli fun! cos we were all vry hyper for no reasons LOL .. den switched to playing pictureka! my sister joined us in some parts as well .. lol .. den my mother came in to jisiao =x hahaha .. ard 10 .. we switched back to mahjong again! hahaa ..
played till 11 plus .. seriously its a tiring but funTTM day! xD

31dec
another early day for me!! woke up at 915 while my alarm should wake me up at 8!! hahaa .. din hear my niangzi's morn call at all .. =O it realli scare the hell out of me when i woke up .. LOL cos we were supposed to go for an interview! lols .. but luckily we still made it in time .. my stomach was feeling vry unwell the whole morning ! plus i was cramping real hardd cos drank too much cold drinks the night before! so i was so shaggg .. but afterall the interview was alright .. haha just tt we haven noe whether we are recruited or not .. =x aniwae we went to apply as expo promoters ahaa for fun onli! just for ten days xD ..ok the factory was quite ulu cos its at tai seng drive .. to get to the factory from the bus stop we have to walk through this long pathway with alot of plants by the side .. so when we were gng back .. there is this HUGEEEEEEE QUEEN BEE FLYING AROUND!! OMG .. my heart almost jump out .. cos its realli huge .. damn disgusting with the sound it produces .. omg .. nightmare! hahaaa .. den me n niangzi faster grab each other's hand and RAN all the way out of the pathway !! hahaa can u imagine the scene ?!?! omg .. lols till now the image still in my mind .. 0.0 hahaa ok den went to meet iso n missquek for lunch and went home .. ky came over in the afternoon to slack hahaa .. we started watching ancient superstar videos and started recaping what stupid things we did in the past LOL .. den some youtube videos aft tt hahaa .. left house at 6 plus to meet the three famous monkeys again .. namely the wz monkey jh monkey and xy monkey hahaa! cos we gng for countdown! another exciting night! hehehee ~ its the four of us again! went marina sq for dinner .. seriously its flooded with people .. every restaurant is overflowing .. lols .. we din even bother to try the foodcourt .. hahaha .. queued for swensens in the end .. by the time we got our seats its alr 8 plus! had 3 main courses and an earthquake to end our beautiful 2008! .. finally they got to ask what they wanted to for so long LOL .. no more secrets between uss *xD* after dinner went toilet to start our zi pai-ing .. den followed the crowd all the way to the floating platform there to wait for fireworks! seriously the people are crazy ..found one spot and continued our phototaking LOL ..while waiting for the fireworks ... and it finally came when the clock strikes 00.00am!! omg it was beautiful ... TTM ! esp the last few shots .. awesome! hahaa .. after the crowd dismissed we stayed by the river to take photos .. but did not realli succeed =x .. walked to raffles mrt station and went home .. thanks papa mama for fetching me! =D

01jan09
HAPPY NIU (NEW) YEAR!!! hahaha .. stayed at home the whole day .. just went out awhile with my family for dinner! =D den played mahjong with my family after dinner! hahaa ~ 2009 a brand new year and a brand new beginning! Lets say byebye to our student fare and welcomes our adult fare! hahaaa .. omg transport from now on will be super ex .. means muz control not to go out too often alr! awww ~

02jan09
ll jy and bh came over at 12 plus to play mahjong today hahaa .. den ah ma came to join us at 1 plus after her work! she took half dae leave just to see me!! hahaa jkjk .. den we continue playing till 2 plus and headed to ep sakae! actualli our main purpose for today is to have the sakae buffet before sch reopens hahaa! i shall NOT elaborate on the sakae buffet cos .... you noe i noe we all noe .. LOL .. went back to my house to continue playing .. den my laogong came! hahaa den we switched to board games and back to mahjong again at 9 plus .. when my parents and my sis n her bf came home! haahaa .. the whole session ended at 12! with ppl leaving inbetween .. lols .. afterall it was a rather fun dae! all thanks to ll and ahma for their blurness LOL .. i will neva forget how you count the tiles ah ma LOL i tink none of us will ! hahahahaa and ll for all yr funny actions ... thanks .. we dropped alot of hair alr .. HAHA .. xiaobao .. we muz eat more supplements next time if not will die vry earli .. LOL and laogong .. dont kanna influence!! hahahaa! xD

ok .. tts about all! ahhaha nan de i've the mood to do recapping! =O hahaa .. btw the photos i mentioned above can be found on friendster or facebook if u're interested! HAHA xD okies .. shall end off here alr ~ takkaire .. i'm so looking forward to tmr!! xD

2008-12-21T10:21:00.000-08:00

19dec08-20dec08
hahaa .. i haven found back my blogging mood but actualli my life isnt tt interesting lar .. keep watching dramas nowadaes .. i'm in love with hk shows! xD zheng jia ying so shuai! =x aldoh he lao le .. ky told me he is ABC! no wonder .. hahaa .. went taka with my mum n sis .. spent alot! tsktsk .. i'm currently suffering from a tight budget! i need a job! hahaa .. ok i noe its not easy to find one .. n tt stupid missquek oso dun wan recommend two .. LOL .. jkjk =x aniwae todae my leg almost broke .. shopped from 5 plus to their closing time .. 0.0 tts so not me! shall pull my bro along to suffer with me nxt time =x hahaa .. orchard rd at night so re nao! .. esp when its near to xmas .. woohoo! santa claus is coming to town ~ come come i wan a bicycle i wan a pikachu! hahaha so lame .. i bet nobody noes what i toking HAHA ..

shifu faster come back acc me watch my show! hahaha xD
read missquek's blog and it really triggers alot of happy memories! if given a choice to relive my life .. i tink i wld start from secondary one! or mayb a little bit of primary four ? HAHA .. xD

2008-12-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

14dec08-18dec08
went the central, clarkquay saw the clinic, raffles city/oub centre, toy museum took photos, town see lightings, plazasing for hottomato, hereen for num, fareast for milktea, greatworld with my sis in the middle of the night to lock door, bought durians home for supper, toured ard spore blah blah blah.. i'm so lazy to blog and upload photos! lols .. and thanks mr sim for tempting me to go zoo .. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME! bleahs . pls date me to the zoooooooo!

perhaps i would post a more detailed one if i'm no longer lazy hahaha .. xD isoooo/biggest bubble .. we miss youuu! hahaa .. faster come backkkk ... i wan my dao sa pia! LOL xD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KE YANG YANG! xD

2008-12-14T08:07:00.000-08:00

12dec08
woke up at 9 .. to wait for missquek's sms .. gou peng you ba .. HAHA .. went tamp to accompany her eat lunch cos she first day at work! .. ate pepperlunch .. when will i get sick of it ? lols i guess its veryy hardd. aft that went to buy lunch for my mum .. and rushed home to catch my xgb cos my daddy snatch the tv with me ytd! well, a vry xiao shun daughter like me will never fight with my dad hahaha .. at around 230 when everyone has gone out .. i started packing my cupboard .. seriously i dun understand why i so hardworking WAHAHAA .. was packing this cupboard when i saw my letter box! .. somehow or rather i began reading all the letters from primary school till now and they reminded me of alot of things! ... esp those primary school letters hahaha .. dunno why we so kiddy last time .. with all those funny pen pal names and addresses .. lols and this continues aft i stepped into secondary! .. just tt we write more mature letters without any penpal names and addresses haha .. seriously misses primary and secondary! how i wish i can pass through sec 1 to sec 4 again! hahaa .. okies i spent like few hours infront of my cupboard reading the letters and sorting them out ... now it is super neat and tidy hahaha .. chatted with k over the phone talking abt our childhood memories! omg i cant believe we realli went through a lot tgt lols .. memories memories n memories ... shall remains ... =D

13dec08
met two XYss today! hahaas today is really the XY day! hahaa .. went down to venture era to find out more .. after gng through the presentation .. i tink its quite interesting actualli .. and what attracts me most is that we can realli learn ! but when i came back n shared with my mum, she keep discouraging me from gng hahaha .. so i'm very puzzled now! if i wanna work there i need to undergo three days orientation .. but i guess i will not .. cos i'm seriously not a sales person .. aldoh i'm still vry attracted by the mers lady wahaha .. ok she's realli funny .. she is 23 and she owns her own mers hahaa .. omg how i wish i can too lols .. ok actualli wanted to have dinner with xy aft tt but! i have a sudden craving for ba kut teh .. 0.0 hahaa .. so i joined my mum and bro at ep .. went to have ba kut teh with my mummy! omg feel so blessed hahaha! i ate alot! actualli partly is oso becos i din have my lunch ! lols .. btw my bro sign up for this insurance thingy and the free gift is a psp! hahaa .. oh cool .. and its for me! ^.^ left one onli so cant choose the colour .. hahaha .. but its beta than nth u see .. xD aniwae tts not the main point hahaa .. kks i finished my the four alr! dun realli like the ending actualli .. but its still quite a nice show actualli .. worth watching! =D

2008-12-11T06:50:00.000-08:00

10dec08
hahaha .. today is vivo day! went hai jiao qi hao to listen to love stories =x wateva hahaa .. met up with iso and misslau at simei mrt .. super scared the same thing happen so i was holding on to my phone this morning in case there is any sudden changes again =x heehe .. luckily there isnt hahaa .. ok reached vivo at 1 plus .. bought the movie tixs and went superdog for lunch! ok lar i tink the fries and the burger is nice! hahaa .. shall try their hotdog bun nxt time .. xD .. slacked till the movie started .. ok lar the movie not bad la .. some parts realli funny .. the love letter was beautifully written! aldoh it only reached the ahma after the ahgong die .. sad sad .. but afterall i tink tt the movie is quite abstract huh .. lols cos alot of parts they neva jiao dai properly .. hahaa mayb giving us a chance to imagine .. 0.0 but aniwae it was quite a long movie! 2 hours plus .. went back tamp to meet missquek for dinner while misslau went to visit her grandma .. missquek bought her slippers and she is starting work alr! hahaa can u imagine =x wat a taitai like her can do? wahaha jkjk .. omg everyone starting to work liaos .. time not to be lazy misstian ...

11dec08
went swimming todae early in the morning! omg it has been years since i last swam .. haha saw cs and gang :O actualli not as shocking la cos he alr tell me they gng wahaha .. aniwae ya .. swam for almost three hours! omg i'm so in love with swimming xD aldoh i'm burnt now .. haha but its all worth it .. yay .. happy ~ haha .. ok went cs foodcourt to have lunch .. i almost fell aslp at the foodcourt .. cos realli damn tired de .. after tt missquek went to meet her mama while me and iso go shop for prezzies! reached home at 4 plus .. removed my nail polish cos it totally looks disgusting after soaking in water for 3 hours .. den went to my parents room to watch tv .. was waiting for the 530 show to come but i totally fell aslp .. hahaa sad sia in the end still missed the show LOL .. but aniwae i shall not grumble cos i love today! =D

oh ya! todae is my meimei and joquek's birthday! hahaa HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

2008-12-09T09:43:00.000-08:00

08dec08 Monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIAN ZONGHAN! hahahaa .. wonder who he is? ya ya tian isnt a common surname =x he's none other than my KOR .. well i insist that he is old alr!! =P hahaaa .. was having a bad flu todae! actualli gng taka de but we were all too lazy lol so in the end stayed at home and pack stuffs cos new cupboard coming tmr! went out for dinner to celebrate mr tian's bdae .. went to still road to have zhu chao .. its nice! i ate alot omg .. until i super full and bloated .. seriously i cnt tahan the feeling .. time to exercise misstian .. ok reached home at about 10 plus and started playing board games with my bro and sis! now i noe why it is call board games! cos it happens to kill time when u were "board" hahaha .. ok rubbish .. aniwae its a vry nice and exciting game! lols .. just that u muz have realli good eyesight =x ok tts about all for todae .. oh ya i'm seriously pissed by my internet connection .. i'm so gonna change it SOON .. hope so .. haha .. alrites! =D

09dec08 Tuesday
Should have been out for the whole day today but due to some accidents we shifted it to tmr! hahaa .. actualli oso good! liddat i can help my mama when the new cupboard arrive! oh ya wonder why we bought a new cupboard? cos my sis clothes are overflowing and i mean it .. 0.0 hahaa now my room got 4 huge cupboards! and i tink its JUST enough .. hahahaa .. crazy alr .. dunno is bedroom or wardrobe =x lols .. in the evening acc my mum go see doctor .. and we walked from our house along the highway to tampines block 138 (where the clinic is) its kinda cool i tink! and ji lang man yi xia wor .. wahaha .. ok my mum got an injection on her wrist there cos its causing her pain for quite some time! for some reasons i tink that the doctor looks funny .. oops =x hahaa .. ok reached home watched my show! seriously i'm very excited abt the sentosa trip! haha hope it wont rain! xD haha kks .. i shall end off here ~ takkaire!

2008-12-07T08:40:00.001-08:00

hellooooo! ok though its abit slow but i'm here to do a summary of what has happened the past few days ...

03/12/08 Wednesday
Went out with my sec sch clique today! it has been longgg since we last met up! hahaa .. and i'm seriously surprised that everyone can make it todae .. lols .. okae so was rather excited actually .. hehee .. was supposed to meet ll and mui at simei mrt station but ll was late! i mean as usual she was .. lols .. [btw thanks niangzi for waiting with me! muacks! (:] went to meet the rest at city hall mrt station .. due to some communication breakdown ahpa and laogong reached at 5 instead of the actual meeting time at 530 .. hahaa .. not my fault! =x aniwae ya .. as usual .. walked endlessly along the city link while waiting for xiaobao and ahma to join us after work.. after walking for one big stretch we decided to talk a rest outside some shops in city link .. den suddenly got this weird? guy walked past and keep staring at our legs .. den we were like huh? wth he's looking at .. he still make one round and come back again! den my funny ahpa was vry scared for some reason so she suggested gng somewhere esle .. LOL .. so we stood up and walk away .. but! he followed us! surely not vry ming xian pls! .. den we attempted to walk into some ladies wear shop to shuai him away .. but he went in with us!! hello .. no men's wear 0.0 .. we keep swirling inside the shop until the shopkeeper keep staring at us .. so in the end we went out and decided to split into two groups .. me ahpa ahlian and laogong den mui and sunnv .. lols .. ok i dont mean to luff but ahpa u realli very funny! wahahaa .. =x for some reasons the guy followed us at first den went to follow another group after a while .. 0.0 oh ya btw did i sae my laogong wanted to confront him at first! omg omg so man rite .. wahahaa xD but no lar .. of course we wont let her lols .. ok random hahaa.. and for some reason again after we passed the marina exit .. he neva follow alr .. its either he lost us or he found his next target LOL .. but i have to sae .. it's really scary =S after that we decided that we should go somewhere further away and landed up in suntec hahaa .. instead of our usual marina food court 0.0 lols .. toured around the fountain of wealth for two to three times deciding on where to eat .. actualli wanted to eat thai food but like not vry nice so we decided to have nydc instead .. the food there isnt as good as we thgt .. seriously i dun recommend if u wanna have yr main course there .. perhaps the desserts will be way nicer .. aldoh we did not ordered any cos we decided that we shld have them in another restaurant lols .. so we went to MOF to have our desserts instead .. its quite nice i thought lols mayb u all can go try out =D .. actualli we were supposed to have a birthday cake!! but as usual no one rmb to bring lighter hahaa .. so end up they treated us desserts LOL .. but aniwae thanks! xD ok before i end .. i shall upload some photos! ...

mocha flappe!

that is after how many blurred attempt .. hahaha and its still blured =x

xmas tree outside suntec! xD

Red bean soup with green tea icecream! its freezing cold!

happy family! =D hope we can meet up soon! AHPA faster come back la! xD

04dec08 Thursday
i believe i stayed at home for the whole day and slacked away the whole dae .. lols cant rmb what i did todae! hahaha .. so i shall just skip .. hehee oh ya ah pa flying off todae! hahaa hope she will enjoy herself there! we will miss u! come back faster!!! hahaa ..

05dec08 Friday
stayed at home for the whole day too! except tt i went out inbetween in the evening to meet my senior .. LOL .. i shall be nice and not blogg about what u've told me senior .. hahahas! so please treat me niceee! =x hahaha cmi de .. few yrs neva go out tgt liaos still as lame as ever .. 0.0 GROW UP AR senior! hahaha

06dec08 Saturday
Went for prssco alumni combined practice todae in school! but before that i went marina square to collect something .. hahaa thanks ahlian for accompaning me =D lols .. eh yaya went for co practice! hahaa .. u noe why i so enthu?! cos i heard that dajie went the last practice! hahaa .. super damn long din see her already omg .. so i decided that i shall go todae lols .. budden! she neva go in the end 0.0 wah super sad de! zzz .. but aniwae its kinda cool to reunion with all the seniors and juniors .. hahaa .. we rocks huh .. lols saw alot of long lost seniors! and a lot of unfamiliar faces .. till now i still haven asked for their names i realised hahaha .. but at least we still stayed and played as a section! tt is 6 generations! from the 1st batch to the 7th or 8th batch now! lols .. so cool so cool .. haha .. the practice ended at around 7 .. went to have dinner with ahlian at cs food court lols den went ep for bubbletea! wahh i have been bubbling for the past few days .. tor long ar i dun wan tio diabetes .. 0.0 hahaa ..

07dec08 Sunday (which is todae!)
Was looking rather forward to todae cos it has been long since i last performed! esp with prssco! hahaaa .. and that i finalli can see dajie! hahaaa .. went to ll house in the noon to prepare ? lols actualli wanted to lend shirt from her but in the end i still wore mine .. 0.0 btw now i noe why she is neva early .. LOL .. went mac for lunch despite the fact that we were already late .. lols .. vionna came to join us and we went co tgt with esther they all .. ok i have to say .. we were NOT LATE! .. hahaa .. onli a few of us reached when we reached .. lols .. so we waited and did some tuning and warming up in the SMALL little room we have .. actualli the room isnt small at all .. just that the fact that we have to house the whole prssco plus ruan zu ppl makes it small .. haha .. ok den one by one they came in and .. i finally get to see dajie!! hahaa still as cute as eva oops .. lols went to watch the rehearsal with xtx and some seniors cos we were realli sianzz .. halfway thru the rehearsal .. there's this indian guy who came in in his super indian outfit .. for a moment everyone's eyes were on him hahaha .. question marks all over .. den we started luffing .. i mean as in silent ones .. hahaa .. they sat rite infront of us ! ok .. den we realised dll invited him to perform with the ruan ensemble .. lols .. he doesnt fit at all seriously .. hahaa but he plays the drums beautifully! and has a super interesting expression which ronnale cant stop commenting .. LOL .. i am starting to appreciate cultural exchanges ... hahaa .. cos it fits pretty well with the chinese music! xD ok den pulled ll and other seniors out to catch this interesting scene cos they performed twice hahaa .. den ... it was finally our turn!! having waited like 2 hours plus ? lols .. all tgt we play thrice twice with dll and once with mingli .. honestly i have to sae .. we realli rocks the stage! hahaha .. aldoh some of us just came for one practice or even none .. and some havent touch the instru for like 3 years .. we still played beautifully!! hahaa .. i tink tonite we were the best item lor .. hahaa .. aft rehearsal is slacking time again! .. were supposed to stayed in the room to wait for our turn when the concert really starts .. and its phototaking time again!! hahaa .. to kill our boredom u see .. lols and i seriously cnt stand esther .. everytime i see her face i'll start luffing for no reason LOL .. hai wo kip cnt take photo properly arbish! keep showing tt she is a good junior by massaging for seniors HAHA .. muz be hinting me to massage for her .. lols .. aniwae ya .. din realli chatted with dajie todae! i tink i too excited liaos lar .. so wasted .. nxt time shld plan some RUAN outing hahaha .. ESTHER n ANGELIA .. jiu shi u all liaos .. faster tell me the plan ok .. lol .. aniwae our item is realli short! but comeon its the quality that counts lols .. i believed all of us enjoyed every single second on stage! tt feeling just seems so familiar and memories flowed back .. i hereby declared that i'm totally in love with PRSSCO! i really miss all the practices and all the wonderful ppl! hope we can perform tgt again in the near future! keep in touch yeah! three cheers to prssco alumi! ^.^ oh ya .. photos shall come later cos its not with me! hahaa .. okies i shall end hereee ~ taka vivo sentosa i'm coming! xD

2008-12-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

out of the ppl i noe .. no one can compare her spasticness LOL

thanks sia joquek .. LOL .. realli is BEST friend 0.0 lols ..

2008-12-04T01:00:00.000-08:00

Here are some photos i took during prom! =D

beloved jiejie ... (:

beloved iso ... (:

beloved niangzi ... (:

beloved missquek ... (:

beloved mimi ... (:

Herman ... (:

Joyce ... (:

Keith ... (:

Zolene ... (:

Edwin ... (:

My guai er zi ... (:

VI -1 with spastic JOquek .. =x

JOQUEK! (:

Decong ... (:

Astrid ... (:

Sheikha ... (:

Samuel ... (:

Merin ... (:

Khairy ... (:

JA ... (:

Violet ... (:

Kamilah ... (:

Violet ... (:

Jessie ... (:

Cheryl ... (:

Darryl ... (:

VI -1 plus ahma!

Korlin ... (:

Ken ... thanks for the prezzie! (:

SHY BOY! lols .. (:

AHMA! (:

VI-2 and buddy! (:

Please send me more photos!!! lols ...

2008-12-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

yess .. yes .. yess .. prom is finally over! hahaha .. how cool can the night be! everyone was so gorgeous and handsome ! hahahaa .. i have to sae .. it is much much much more happening than our sec sch prom lols .. well i guess it is all worth the money .. =D a special and memorable night that everyone spent so much time preparing .. days and days of shopping just for one night! and no one i guess regretted! hahaa .. ok let me highlight the day ... once upon the time ... LOL okok highlight .. around 2 wz and ahma come to my house to put their things and change cos we gng ep to do our hair makeup and everything .. den lata at 3 plus missquek came to join us .. hahaha ever seen ppl walking with their dress and heels with everything done nicely except for the head ? lols .. ok it is realli weird when we were walking to the mall esp in a group haha .. ok went up to have our hair and makeup done .. (photos coming up!) actualli we were quite shocked to see alot of ppl there! from different JCs .. hahaha and i realised cj tj saj ij were all having their prom ytd! haha so cool so cool .. perhaps 1st dec is a realli nice date! =D ok .. back to the point .. hahaa .. den at around 6 missquek father came to fetch us to our prom venue which is grand copthorn hotel! (photos coming up!) hahaa .. ok lar .. it is quite a grand hotel ! at least it is still a 5 star hotel hahaa .. aldoh it is very isolated hahaa .. ok when we reached there is alr alot of ppl loitering around the hotel .. the feeling is quite weird actualli hahaha .. yet vry exciting! cos .... heheee .. aniwae ya .. hahaaa .. den saw alot of ppl and we start taking photos everywhere while waiting for the event to start! ok finalli started .. hahaa .. we were sitting right at the back btw .. but actualli tink it is not as bad as we thgt at first haaa .. or rather after ytd i tink tt sitting at the back isnt a bad thing though .. lols .. ok den everyone got to their seats and the event started at around 8 ! the whole event ran vry smoothly and rather interesting! lols at least we were entertainedd .. lols .. i shall not elaborate on the programs hahaa .. aniwae the food not very bad .. aldoh not very good either .. lols .. throughout the whole event we were just walking around to take photos and fool around hahaaa .. but quite happy cos my class everyone attended! except for one or two hahahaa .. ya and all those who shld be there are there as well! oops .. hahaha .. ok lar .. now come another highlight of the day!! the post prom party!! hahaa .. which is at zouk .. for your info it is just beside grand copthorn .. hahaa .. due to some miscommunication .. we followed ken they all and landed up very far away from zouk .. cos we thgt they gng zouk but actualli they gng somewhere esle! 0.0 actualli we dont mind returning it is just that our leg cnt tahan alr! cos all of us are wearing heels!! hahaaa .. but we have no choice cos we bought the ticket alr :(( very sadd .. i tink onli the monkeys noe what i referring to wahahas .. =x u see lar all becos of u all HAHA .. jkjk .. ok went back to zouk and see many ppl flooding outside!! the most shocking thing is i saw amos HAHA .. ok random .. aniwae ya .. den we realise cos zouk too many ppl alr so they dont let us in! what! we paid alr!! den aft tt we went to queue the under 18 route instead cos realli too mani ppl liaos .. aniwae we oso dun wanna drink so dont affect us .. lols ok this is the first time i enter such places .. abit scared scared but after tt jiu ok liao lols .. ok lar i tink still not bad ! but missquek sae she dun like lols .. got dance awhile budden all cnt tahan liaos cos leg too pain .. so we sitted down and chat while enjoying the highness hahaa .. misquek went home first cos her father dun let her stay till too late .. aiya i tink we shld go another one instead of zouk .. =x hahaaa .. ok den we went home at 230 .. niangzi came to my house to stay while iso went home in the end! why in the end ? LOL .. =x ok den the toughest part came! bath and remove makeup!! hahaa .. ok den we started removing our makeup .. it is damn thick!!!! hahaa .. den we started removing the CLIPS on our head and took turns to bath! after tt we watched lan qiu huo!! hahaaa cos dun feel like sleeping .. den watch for like half an hour we decided to go down and exercise wahahas! ok are we sot or sot .. so we went down did abit of exercise or can i sae just play around haha den we sit down on one of the equipments to chat .. about ................. HAHA .. mimi =x ok den when the sky getting brighter .. more and more ahma came and do exercise .. we super dun match the place de pls .. LOL .. den we sit until too shuang dun feel like getting up .. until got one ahma come and ask us go other place to chat cos they wanna use the equip hahaa .. so malu =x .. ok den went to plae around .. time to exercise liaos niangzi .. next time i old liaos u muz carry me one leh .. LOL sounds opposite haha .. ok den went to playground to play the see saw .. den my mummy called she thgt i go missing hahaha .. =x cos i forgot to write on the whiteboard tell them i go down la .. aniwae ya .. den after tt when we were playing until vry exciting .. a dog came ahhhh .. hahahaha .. so both of us ran away LOL .. ok .. den sent her to take bus and went to BED ! 7am! not bad ar .. lols .. woke up at 4 this afternoon lols .. my alarm clock bluffed me!! the first time i wake up i see onli 12 plus den i count count .. hmmm i onli sleep 5 hours not enough!! so i went back sleep .. den second time i wake up again .. i see 1 plus .. den i see how come i so strong wake up so earli .. den i went to check hp messages .. i see the time .. gng 4 alr! wah den i shocked tio lols .. cmi leh .. den i wake up lor .. ate my lunch i tink .. lols .. ok watched tv den came to blog! lols wah .. tts a long post .. quite lar .. but photos are still missing cos my friend haven send us yet! but aniwae i have some alr .. hehee .. let me post some first ...

just finished doing our hair! lolss .. while waiting for the slow missquek and ahma! =x

outside the salon hehee .. after iso came! and missquek is still dng her hair!

somehow i love this photo! cos we both are wearing braces!! hahaha!

thats how we spent our time resting at zouk! hahaaa see my red nails!! xD

while zouking! hahahaa ..

okies .. thats onli a few i took using hp hahaha .. there's alot more to come!!! STAY tune! wahahaha .. iso and jiejie faster upload hor!! hahaha .. xD i shall end here first liaos bb!

2008-11-28T09:59:00.000-08:00

so many things to say so many words to type ... but just dont know where to start .. just finish playing mahjong with my family .. helped my sis lost 10 plus hahaa .. oops she say she will deduct it from my shoes .. but luckily my dad gave me $15 HAHA .. meaning i won some in the end .. hehee .. love you daddyyy! xD okae .. my life become so aimless after As .. yes after As! It has officially ended like 9 days ago hahahaa .. seriously i miss the days when the moment you open your eyes in the morning you knew that you have to wake up and study! hahaa .. okae it sounds abit bian tai but at least i wont feel so lost .. but aniwae .. had been shopping non stop for the past few days not for my own prom but others' prom .. hahaa .. went arcade-ing at suntec todae and ate donut factory! dont ask me what happen .. cos we were supposed to be shopping for shoes .. when we didnt even enter any shoe shops .. HAHA .. love slacking with the monkeys! cos we are all big time slackers! hahahaa .. gng town becomes like gng school .. i tink i broke my own shopping record! this is the first time i embarked on a shopping marathon .. lols .. is it a good or bad thing ? lols .. aniwae prom is like 1-2 days away .. but i haven bought my shoes and accessories .. perhaps i shall just go like barefooted lol .. i'm sure missquek will think tt its a vry good idea RIGHT .. hahaa .. gng to do nails tmr with 2 monkeys and ahma .. after which they will come my house to try out their prom outfit .. hahaha .. which my mother insist it as a fashion show .. LOL ok wateva she wont get to see it aniwae .. i tink after As my biological clock is damn screwed .. one day slp super late one day slp super early .. hahahaa .. can diee .. todae i broke my own record by sleeping for 13 hours! ok it may not sounds alot for ppl like missquek aka misspig .. but to me it is! hahaha .. not bad ar .. i broke quite a few records after As =x while typing i realise my hand is still aching! for stupid reason .. cos throw the balls too hard when playing arcade just now hahahahaa .. are we realli old or old? throw a few balls all muscle cramp .. not i wanna sae HAHA .. time to bball! joquek and xiebaohui pls do sth about it! btw we are not gng genting alr .. all thanks to the misskohhuijuan and ahtan hahaha .. haiya there goes our genting trip! our memories our crazyness .. lols .. seriously i love gng overseas with the CE members! cos it is always full of fun and crazyness!! we will never fail to bring back tons and tons of sweet memories! hahaha yay i love the CE peeps :) the days we fight our way through competitions and competitions .. hehee i tink those were the best moments throughout my secondary school lifee .. apart from CO and other happenings .. ok la .. enuff of recapping hahaha .. i promised to dedicate a post to all those who have helped me along my way through A levels .. and here it goessss ...

First of all, i wanna thank my daddy mummy korkor and jiejie for their utmost support and encouragements throughout the 3 weeks! Thanks for letting me know that results isnt just what you all are looking for in me .. thanks for not giving up hope on me even though i keep saying that i couldnt make it .. thanks for letting me know nothing beats having me to try my best ... thanks for keep finding ways to help me destress and not give me pressure knowing that i'm struggling hard ... words just cant show how much i appreciate the care and concern you all have showered on me .. thankyou mummy and daddy! i lovee you all =D

Secondly, i wanna thank my buddy, keyang and my shifu for their 24/7 help in my studies! They are realli great plus they are all pros in studies! hahaha .. my life has been so much easier with them around! hehee .. thanks thanks thanks! hope we can get into the same uni together! lets start dreaming for it now! hahahaa ..

Thirdly, i wanna thank my SLACKER gang for their 24/7 help in destressing hahahaa .. between us we dont tok about studies ... we tok about slacking .. ahahaa .. yes if not for them i tink you all have to visit me in hospital alr .. or rather mental hospital .. hahaa .. they are the keys to loosening the tension in my nerves! without them, my nerves have alr burst long long ago... lols yeah slacker wan sui! =x

Lastly, i wanna thank all my TEACHERS for their unconditioned help! and that includes all the consultation time you all have set aside just to instill us with more and more and even more knowledge esp when you all dont have to! haha .. seriously, i tink i'm very fortunate to have you all as my teachers .. esp missliow who even gave up her weekends to make out more slots for consultations! and mr tan who is forever so encouraging .. and of course mrs C koh who has neva gave up hope on us knowing that our gp realli realli do sucks .. and ms peh mrs koh who neva reject our bookings .. yeah .. you all are realli great teachers and i seriously hope that we will not let you all down when we get back our results nxt year! Lets prayy hard tgt S07! xD

Ok i tink thats about all .. yeah of course still got all those who wished my good luck and everything during the three weeks of torture! hahahaa .. all these made me realise the fact that A level isnt just a single and lonely battle .. it is a team battle! and cambridge is our common enemy! hahaha .. okae .. enough of crap .. i'm very tired alr after typing so much haha .. but before i go i wanna pen down some thoughts for the day ...

2 years have past just like that ... many things have changed and become different .. many things come and go .. happened and past .. and i'm starting to believe the fact that nothing last forever .. no point holding on to things which you noe will make you feel worse and not better .. no point pondering over things that will only trigger your tears and not luff gland .. only when you learn to let go happiness will find its way through .. 2 years may seems short but i've learnt alot .. i've learnt the true meaning of friendship and the meaning of true friends .. Friends you noe that could realli last forever .. of course that includes my primary and secondary school friends as well! i tink someone plays a very big part for me to realise it .. hahaha .. i guess u shld noe who u are .. aniwae .. VIclique, lemontree shall always be our trademark! hahaa .. i lovee you all .. =D

i'm in love with xiayutian! xD

2008-11-17T00:39:00.001-08:00

time has come so far and a levels are ending SOON .. yes i noe that many are already enjoying way ahead but wat to do.. i'm born to be a bio person ... hahahhaa .. sis is coming back tonight! am very excited! she has been away for one whole month enjoying in america while i've just suffered for one whole month hahahaha .. wats this! but aniwae .. to tink that she will bring some presents back .. i shall not grumble much .. lols .. although i was all the while hoping for As to end alittle faster .. the thought that we are going to go our separate ways and no longer be able to go school tgt just make me feel so she bu de! lols .. seriously i would miss school! and all the time we laughed and stressed tgt as a clique as a class .. all the wonderful memories we had during lessons esp during pe lessons .. all the happy times we shared .. are just so unforgettable! i'm so gng to miss all my friends my teachers and all who has accidentally entered my life! 2 years may seems short but it is enough for memories to last forever .. i noe that it is impossible for every single one of us to stay in touch forever .. but at least i do hope tt everyone will be doing well in their own wayys! Of course, the 5 monkeys please keep in touch .. we shall enter the WXYZ JC tgt hahaha! ok i've so much to sae .. and i'm gonna dedicate one post to everyone who has helped me in one way or another during these three weeks of sufferings! so please stay tune!! heheee ..

joquek! noted. (:

2008-11-01T09:27:00.001-07:00

i should not flunk i can not flunk i must not flunk i shall not flunk i musnt flunk i couldnt flunk i shouldnt flunk i ....... will not flunk ! will I ? ..........................

I cannot imagine that i'm taking As in one day's time!!! :O thats like so damn super ultra ultimate fast!! 21st nov shall mark the end of my learning journey for 18 long years!! wow can u imagine i'm alr 18 yrs old! hahaha so old so old .. but aniwae .. another stage of life has just begun .. cant wait for 21st nov to come!! after which many ppl will be so jealous ... cos i have months to enjoy life after all the hard time sufferings .. heheee .. i've got plenty of time to play shop enjoy every second of my life to the maximum! oops okae lar .. i'm just trying to bring myself away from the fact that As is just one day away and i haven really started studying for my first paper .. LOL .. realli is LOL .. takkaire everyone! dont be sick like me! aldoh i doubt ppl will read at such crucial moments ... hahahahahahaha ... alrites! tc!

2008-10-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyo! it has beeen quite long since i last blog!! For those who dunno i'm staying at my nanny's house now! hahahaha dont ask me why at this time cos its just at this time lols .. ok lar i just finished my supper! super full/tired so i came to pen down some thoughts which actualli are not thoughts ? hahahahaha ! ok lar .. recently encountered quite alot .. plus As coming hais ... seriously i dun have any confidence at all .. everyone sae i confirm will do well but seriously i dun tink so .. my mind is blank!! i felt totally different from the time i was taking Os .. hais .. it has been long since i start HAIing again ... one more week to reality .. one more week to my future .. can i do it ? Only god knows. Anyway apart from that .. there are still many things that are troubling me ! i really dunno ........ if only life can be as simple as ABC !

2008-10-11T06:37:00.001-07:00

on top of that i wanna tell all my friends in TPJC .. that I LOVE YOU ALL! (: let us strive through A levels together and meet again in the UNI yeah ? thankyou my dearsss. you all have been realli realli good friends! will miss u guys definitely! take good care alrites! =D

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye. ^.^

2008-10-11T05:51:00.001-07:00

[[i have cutee friends part two...]]

special dedication to misschangzhongyun/misssuperfunny .....

supercase1 : during gp lesson ......
MissChang: "eh mrs koh i got one nursery de korean show u wanna watch?"
MrsKoh: "is the male and female lead handsome and pretty?"
MissChang: "eh .. i dunno leh .. the male lead quite PLEE-sant looking"
*Everyone stop what they are doing and look at missChang including Mrskoh(her eyes started to stretch as big as a watermelon)*
IS PLEAAAAA-SANT LOOKING MIMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MissChang: har really ? i always say pleesant looking one leh ..
PENGZZZ
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supercase2: during econs lesson ......

WHAT YOU WRITING MIMI?!?!
p.s. she isnt someone who is bad at econs .. instead she is one of our top econs students! but why ?? becos she wrote tt in her dream!!
PLEASE WAKE UP MIMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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supercase3 : during gp lesson AGAIN ....
we were going through mjc paper ... is like we mark ourselves den raise our hand if we are unsure ..
Mrs Koh: "Eh can u all ask in sequence anot ar ? Like collate everything then ask together .. (referring to the summary points)"
Few minutes later ... when we were alr at qn 8 or 9 ...
MissChang: "MrsKoh i ask you ar .. for qn 6 hor ....."
MrsKoh: "WHY U STILL AT QN 6?!!"
MissChang: "Orh u say must collate everything then ask ma .."
*Everyone paused for a moment and ...."
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA hello mimi .. are u alright ?!
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superfunnycase4 : at iso's house ......
We were having this heart to heart talking session about some serious matter ....
When we were half-way through ....
MissChang: "Eh .. not i superstitious or what ar ..."
Everyone was tinking she wanted to add some serious comment about the thing we discussing so we were all listening carefully ...
MissChang: "my mummy say ar cannot give towel to ppl one leh .. not very good"
#%@^$^@$%##$!$#!$! PENGZZZZZZZZ
not at all link to our conversation la MIMI!!!!!! 0.0
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ok .. thats all i can rmb .. but there is more to go .. u have to be there to understand how much we feel like bashing her up!!!!! wahahahahas! xD

2008-09-29T09:22:00.001-07:00

you are becoming like a stranger to me ...

2008-09-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

i'm blessed with realli cuteee friends .. friends who mistook colons as inverted commas .. friends who wrote prolong life as prolong death .. friends who mistook the proton no. as the first ionisation energy .. friends who read CG as GC and wrote the calculator model .. there isnt any sarcasm or things like that .. they are just cutee .. hahaha ..

2008-09-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

i'm seriously feeling very guilty. Stupid missquek. hahaa .. if time permits .. i tink i would have chosen another ending .......

2008-09-16T10:58:00.001-07:00

even if it can only happen in the dreams, it will always be a sweet one (:

2008-09-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

omg .. i'm damn tired! now is 1 plus alr .. n i've been out from 6AM to 1AM :O wth is i doing hahahaha! .. ok todae was rather packed .. sch ended at 10 .. went to have lunch and started chatting lols .. was viewing some videos in iso's phone and the 4 of us started laughing like MAD .. ya is really mad .. cos is damn funny omg =x wahaha! ok shall not sae the details before someone kills me .. wahahha! went to E's house after that to teach her chem .. hahaha! now i noe why her teacher wanna vomit blood seh .. =xx jk! lols .. stayed at her hse till like 630 den went to meet mummy n ah tan at tamp interchange .. lols cos we gng back to PRSS! for mooncake festival HAHAHA! this year's celebration dun have singing competition and the audiences are mostly sec 1s and sec 2s ! so unexciting! lolss .. compared to the yearS we organise wah .. WE KNEW IT ! cnt even compare lor whaahhaa .. we organised one is like everything perfect de .. but they all ? LOL .. ok lar shall not suan them .. hahaha seriously i cant stand that RG sing .. he can just go knock his face on the wall 0.0 i tink the wall will reject even .. LOL kk just joking .. lolss .. aniwae ya .. discussed with mrhoo abt the genting trip! SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!! hahaha .. its gonna be fun i guess =x at least cos we are FUN ppl! lols! left school at around 10pm .. went to meet xbh at meville park for toilets wahaha .. den met jo and took bus to my house .. we purposely alight a stop earlier to shop the pasar malam .. but in the end we bought nth hahaha .. just wan to have a feel of it .. =x n almost get killed by xbh for making her walk one big stretch for nth WAHAHA! ok reached the bball court finally .. its alr 1050! hahaa .. played awhile den jo and xbh went home alr 0.0 hahaha .. den me mummy ahtan continued playing while waiting for J to come .. lols mummy n ahtan went home at 12am while me n J went to seven eleven to buy drinks den continue to sit under my block to chat until mr cockroach come and send us home wahaha! wah seriously is a damn tired day todae .. i realli cnt tahan during lessons .. imagine how i tahan 19 hours w/o slp! :O i'm strong .. really ..

2008-09-08T07:17:00.001-07:00

life ... unpredictable -
everything gonna be alrite; tomorrow will be fine.

2008-09-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha . maths is driving me mad! totally . i dunno where i re him/her sia ! #$^%@#$^@$# ! lols .. haiss .. sch is reopening in less than 48 hours time .. but piles of hmwk doesnt seems to be decreasing 0.0 .. ok lar .. got abit lar .. just abit . hahaha .. tmr my sis my bro n my mum gng shopping ! and they wants me to tag along ! shld i ? or shld i be a nerd and stay at home to do hmwk ? lols .. ok tt's usually not what a nerd will do one day before sch reopen but .. hahaha . seriously, i'm very very very reluctant to get back my results .. i would rather not take it back .. aniwae the end result will still be the same .. isnt it? hais .. monday, can u just not come ? but wateva it is .. reality is reality .. sae not to think of it is impossible .. but other than that what esle can i do ? hahaha .. life at such moments always sucks .. how i wish i can be put to sleep at least just for monday ? lols .. ok i shall enjoy my last 30 hours of happiness before i am forced to face the reality haha .. goodnites everyone ! oops i mean gd morning! hahaha

if only time can stop here .. den i would be a happy person. (:

repliess ..
wah iso ... u realli hen you li mao sia .. but rough ppl like me dunno how to appreciate leh how! wahahah! jkjk xD i'm gentle :$ di yi ci ... di er ci ... di san ci! HAHA
missquek .. u tink not long enuff ar ? nxt time i will try to make it even "LONGER" HAHAA!

2008-09-05T03:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (:

2008-09-04T13:09:00.001-07:00

when will my days end .. i wonder ..

2008-09-04T09:20:00.000-07:00

Life .. is complicated -

2008-09-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

TIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIRED. can u all sense how tired I am? lols for these past few days from thurs (the day we end our prelims) till today (teacher's day) i was busying with all the BDAE celebrations! =O surely neva busy until go town for 5 consecutive days 0.0 .. seriously .. i'm gng again tmr zzz! surely neva kip slacking n slacking omg ! hahaha .. but aniwae its all worth it (: cos its my iso's n laopo's bday celebration today! haha .. have lots of fun! =D esp when the 6 of us are present tgt! (: aldoh in the end we neva go back tgt I still enjoyed every single second of it! haha .. mayb it is a great relief for us after prelims and before As .. haha .. i'm realli glad that I got to noe the 5 of them .. seriously .. I LOVE THEM ALL! ((: aldoh the time isnt very long .. but ya .. who cares! lols .. words alone just cnt express my love to them .. hahaha .. yeah thankyou. (: thats what friends are for! huhhuh .. to make u feel safe at times .. to make u feel free at times .. to share your joy .. to share your sorrows .. (: thankyou.

.misslee.misschang.misslau.missho.missquek.misstian.

2008-08-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

friends of mine .. please do takkaire of yourself .. nowadays the weather isnt very good! .. DRINK MORE WATER that is ... watever it is please EAT MORE N EXERCISE MORE!

2008-08-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

LOL .. happy birthdae singapore! n happy belated birthdae olympics 2008! ((: yay .. i love sports ! gogogo singapore! lols .. din expect much from them actualli but miracles do happen sometimes u noe! hahaha TAOLI pls swim back a gold for singapore =x aniwae wat a time to have olympics when prelims is just one week away STUPID ! hais .. meanssssss .. ? I will continue to slack!! cos olympics 4 yrs once onli! HAHA .. ok lar .. i watched the games for one whole dae alr .. cnt imagine what i am doing .. zzz okok i shall end off alr ~ bb!

repliess ...
wahahhaa! wah nice man yr alarm clock missquek .. ring juz in time .. not early not late =xx wahaha! .. anwiae din noe u can bring calculatION to school sia =x how to bring ar ? can teach me ? WAHAHA!

i am sorry .. but i just couldnt accept it ...

2008-08-04T11:06:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! now is 2 AM in the morning! and what am i doing here ?? SLACK! lols .. not gng sch in the morning tmr cos gng for eye check-up ! HAHA .. gonna miss maths tuitorial again ... sian .. i realli vry scared i cnt catch up .. (i admit i'm slow!) .. vry tired alr .. but i insist on staying awake! =x there's chem test tmr .. but i did not touch at all .. cos i'll be missing the test wahaha! hmm .. so now u all noe how slack can i get ? 0.0 lols .. cnt stand myself! aniwae life nowadaes has been fun except for the fact tt prelims are coming in two weeks time 0.0 .. hahahaha .. laopo .. pls dun get even more burnt i tink i realli cnt take it LOL! aniwae, todae is a happy dae for US! wahaha! =x dont jealous ar ppl .. wahaha xD

ii lovee my redd pencill ... (((:
but i still wants my purple pencill ... (:

2008-08-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

can everything be back the same .. ?

2008-08-02T10:24:00.001-07:00

memories of you just flew across my mind ...........

2008-08-02T08:02:00.000-07:00

wahahaha ... todae is a SUPER laughing dae 0.0 cnt make it de leh .. luff non-stop sia .. make until i so tired now zzz .. LOL .. all my energy spent on luffing 0.0 .. aniwae i cut my hair alr .. looks so CUTE wahahah! so toot i mean 0.0 lols .. stupid 4e6ianss .. =xxx wahahaa ! make me suffer from split personality! aniwae ya .. i tink i shall stop here .. lazy to blog the details HAHA .. BB!

repliess ..
stupid yang .. hahaa .. chewing gums are nice! =xx ...
mu hou u forget it lar .. da jia xin li dou ming bai one .. dun nid qi pian yrself wahaha xD
liyan .. i noe! i saw it alr .. lols orh orh one .. =xx y not fen xiang abit .. send me lar! LOL

dont feel guilty ... ((:

2008-08-01T09:14:00.000-07:00

too tired to post about what happened todae ... hahaha just one phrase to summarise it all .. TPJCO ROCKS! and of cos LIUQIN ROCKS as well! hahaha .. quite a successful handover ceremony i guess aldoh still quite a no. din turn up! .. yeah love the liuqinerss to the max ..

simin suyi huangyi leekiang xinying ... (((:

2008-07-30T08:54:00.001-07:00

wahahahaha .. so tts how power a turnstile could get ! .. econs paper todae was crap .. cnt finish writing and surely we neva spot the qns .. lols .. aniwae .. din noe a photoshare can be so interesting! hahaha .. n yaya to someone .. i'm not a mountain tortoise ok! it's just tt i dont have the habit of gng to photoshare! idiot .. lols .. beta than some idiots who always dao ppl .. hahaaa .. happened to come across this online personality quiz .. it is so damn true pls ... *stunned* lols .. aniwae yups .. compared to the previous posts .. i guess this post is MUCH longer huh lols! ... photoshoot next wed .. time to cut hair .. i tink i'm fated to have short hair .. so must as well .. lols .. i'm still quite awake by now .. noe why ? cos there's no test tmr .. what a reason ha ha ha .. sometimes i dun understand why when there are daes for me to sleep early .. i dont want .. but when there are no such daes .. i'll be dying for it .. hey .. what a nice me .. i tink my body will hate me to the max lols .. was toking to shifu just now .. realli can feel his sense of love towards economics .. haha i wonder when will i have tt passion too .. econs n maths are seriously driving on my nerves .. all i can sae now is .. it is to the max .. haha no interest means no interest .. but i'm dying hard to seek for .. wish me best of luck huh .. haha oh ya and to sum up the last part of my post .. chem and bio is lovee .. hahaa .. ok off to bed~ nitess.

smart guy (((((:

2008-07-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED! i tink my eyes got worse after the check up .. i'm seriously tired .. a helping hand aniwhere ? ..

2008-07-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

oh no oh no oh no oh no ! i have no mood to study at all .. nothing seems to get into my mind .. i'm doomed! haishaishais .. i tink i shall let fate decide my result tmr .. lols ..

repliess
wah yes sia mu hou .. something really missing when u were not there ... n tt is NOISE! wahaha ..

2008-07-27T10:50:00.000-07:00

有些事，你越想逃避，它就会越想缠着你，是吗？

repliess ..
wah mu hou .. u dunno how much we enjoyed the road run w/o u lor .. esp the lunch at swensens .. *drool* dunno since when i haven had such wonderful meal with my huang zus becos of u .. wahahah! xD

2008-07-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

LOL hello! here i am again! hehee .. something to be happie about ... there's NO sch tmr cos of road run!!! (: means no nid to see MISSQUEK cos she poning!!! wahahahaha!!!! =xx hehee .. no lar .. where got happie so sad sia .. kan zai TAB de fen shang la horrr ... LOL .. cmi de .. ehh .. very tired alr .. dozed off last nite w/o watching the result show!! heard tt synpathy went out .. haha expected though .. but they did improve la .. haha .. aniwae .. ya dunno what to blog nowadaes cos no feel .. wahahah! k lar off i go! BB!

I love this kind of feeling .. ((:

2008-07-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

i dunno what i'm feeling and thinking now .. cos my mind is empty! n i guess my heart is too .. haha i tink i'm too tired to think alr .. bb !

repliess ...
haha ll .. cos very tired to blog nowadaes =x and taidi u finalli ar .. i thgt i become emperor liaos u oso haven come wahahas ..

2008-07-18T04:19:00.000-07:00

i'm seriously pissed with some people.. we have our own busy lives too ok! zzz ..

2008-07-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

Chem test tmr.. but as usual, the power of mass media influence .. haha .. i've dozed off three times todae .. so basically i din study much at all! :O i'm scared .. really lols .. cos nothing seems to go in .. hmmm just shun qi zi ran ba .. gui zu men JIAYOU loh! wahaha . we shall conquer it hehee .. tmr got econs .. forever i will neglect it! :O dunno why oso .. sian .. i'm realli worried for my econs .. i've been failing n failing .. yet i din make effort to go study!! LETS SEE HOW I DIE IN THE COMING ECONS TEST!! hahaa .. oh ya and maths oso .. any kind soul wanna teach me vectors ? haha .. sianz the adrenaline rush is coming!! lols .. ok off to watch superband =x bb!

2008-07-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

sometimes i'm really glad that i am able to experience all sorts of problems in life .. becos only then .. i will grow and become a more sensible person .. n to look at things with many different perspectives .. (: Many things will often, change with time and tis time rnd, i shall change with the things that have changed with time .. =D it's impossible to always stay at the starting point .. cos even if you do so, the starting point may have already faded away with time .. during this period of time .. i've realised that i'd neglected many many parts of my life which deserve more attention and better treatment from me! things that i dont usually see in the past and things that i dont realise its importance in the past .. i realli realli realli wanna thank .. for making me realised tt my world does not only consists of what i see but what i dont see as well .. (: whatever it is, i realli wanna thank taidi for always being so willing to hear me nag! HAHA but hor .. one thg gui one thg .. dun u dare to si ben with my taizifei! wahaha! ok i'm really blessed with one bunch of idiotic guizus =x n i've to admit tt i dun mind being termed as one as well! hahaa .. yes n i'm off to bed ~ tata.

i am melted by your smilee .

2008-07-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

hahahaa hello everyone!! .. i tink i MAY stop blogging consistently for a period of time! depending on my mood! sorry for those who are constantly reading wahaha! xD due to many reasons .. =x hehee .. dun miss me alrites .. hahahaa .. no lar .. i may onli la .. cos these few daes dun have blogging mood liaos hehe! tmr nid to wake up at 5 plus to have breakfast with a blur queen =O wahaha! ok i shall end here ~ BB!

2008-07-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

haha woke up in the morning n realise i got red eye! super red .. lols .. damn scary sia can go shoot those horror movie alr =x ok haha .. so actualli meeting them at 1 but in the end i met them at 3 plus haha cos was waiting for my eyes to recover .. went to ps to have dian xin! hahaha .. it was COOL . i tink we dun match the whole restaurant at all! cos we are the youngest there pls .. lols .. all the ah mas looking at us .. damn funny de =x ok i shall let the photos do the saying ..

heheee .. shall post the photos for the previous two posts tmr! wanted to post todae but its gng to one alr! and i have gp consultation tmr! :O lols .. okok NITES EVERYONE!

heheee ...

2008-07-06T11:30:00.001-07:00

TODAE went out with my sec sch clique to celebrate my son's bdae! hahaa .. went vivo ... took alot of spastic photos with a spastic person by the name of xiebaohui wahaha! okies .. it has been long since we last gather tgt! but still, not all turned up .. ok at least 7 out of 8 turned up! hahaha .. was luffing throughout the outing pls .. cmi de .. make my neck even more pain wahaha n this iso omg cnt stand her pls n her family members! .. i tink alone outside cnt sms her de sia ... if not ppl confirm thgt i just escaped from mental hospital .. ZZZ .. wahahaha! but aniwae thanks so much iso! =x hahaha .. aniwae so sad leh missquek .. i ate COCO EXOTIC todae sia .. sry cnt fen xiang with you wahahah! xD lalala ~ btw went to eat dinner at breeks todae as recommended by bdae girl .. the food not bad ar .. JUST THAT .... they surely neva take 1 hour to prepare the food! given that onli a few customers there! OMG .. we surely neva wait from 730 to 830 den can eat .. 0.0 den this group of spastic ppl did a super spastic thg .. cos ar .. the service is damn long ar so we decided to call for the bill before we finish eating WAHAHAHA .. cos we scared they need to change the ink ar .. print the receipt nicely .. den give us ar .. lata nid one more hour again .. budden ar the bill surely neva come like in less than one minute 0.0 u see how xian shi the world is getting .. sae until money confirm first .. ahahaa .. ok overall i did enjoyed myself ! but i tink i will enjoy it even beta if not for my sprained neck! hahaha .. aniwae so sorry xiexiaobao let u go home empty handed! u will get it soon! (:

where are you ...

2008-07-05T11:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIE XIAOBAO!! (:

haha was sick todae! actualli gng to buy prezzies with ahma they all but cnt! SO SORRY! lols basically i was sleeping the whole dae todae! omg .. gg .. lols damn slack de .. i tink i realli nid to find my motivation .. firstly i tink i shld lock up my computer my tv and cancel away my phone line .. wahaha .. cos they are all SHUN YOUS!!! =x aniwae todae's is my son's bdae haha ..

xiexiaobao! happy birthday!! haha .. gatherings are always fun with the presence of you! thanks for being such a bubbly friend all these while and being the one who will always act spastic with me especially when everyone tinks that we are crazy!! wahaha .. yeah realli enjoyed every single moment with u from sec 2 till now .. the days we chiong CE tgt .. the days we used to play bball twice every week .. the days we chiong Os tgt at the airport .. the days we went out tgt as a clique .. n many many more! I believe tt the list will not just stop there cos there's still alot for us to go through tgt in the future! (: Aldoh we are all into our own busy lives nowadays .. we still remained the best of friends ya? (: takkaire n laopa wish u all the best in the coming As! ((: we shall enter the U tgt! =DDD

((:

2008-07-04T06:19:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIMI!!! (:

haha todae is a super tiring dae omg .. aldoh we onli have like a few periods of lessons! hahaa .. had PE agn todae! aldoh we played mini captain ball with 3 ppl in each team ONLY .. it's still super fun! haha .. i tink i spent more energy luffing dan playing HAHA btw i sprained my neck when trying to catch the ball! 0.0 super pain de pls .. surely neva kanna suan LOL i can onli look forward now .. hehee .. aniwae ya .. rushed out of sch once the gate open cos we are rushing for time!! went to TM to buy the cake n stuffs .. den took 969 to yishun .. cos wanted to give mimi a bdae surprise ... BUT!! when we reached yishun we received a msg from our spy saying that they mix up the timing! mimi competition ends at 5 not 3 -.- so in the end we rushed for nth! n we end up drinking starbucks at northpoint haha .. designed mimi's card n we are so proud of ourselves! wahaha .. shall post some pictures up when missquek send us haha .. i tink i realli got talent in Art pls =xx lols .. ok at ard 4 we took 812 to Yishun safra cos her nationals is held there .. den was preparing all the thgs outside seven eleven .. actualli wanted to give her a more surprising surprise BUT .. someone go tell her dat we are outside! zzz .. everyone feel like bombing him pls .. haha but at least she is still quite shocked lols! mimi now u noe why we suddenly soooo interested abt yr competition le la hor .. LOL! aniwae its ok if u neva win .. cos u've already won! (: .. ok aniwae yishun safra is nicer than we imagine lols .. went home str after that cos we all cnt tahan alr all of us fell aslp on the way back .. haha! cmi de .. =x but aniwae it's FUN! (:

mimi! happie bdae! thanks for being such a wonderful friend all these while! (: your presence is much much appreciatedd . hehee .. thanks for bringing so much fun and laughters to us for this one and a half years .. aldoh we may conflict sometimes .. it'll not do harm to our friendship in anywae (: hope u enjoyed what we have planned for you .. n lets all hope tt .. the idiots will always unite together till forever .. (: takkaire of yrself ok i noe training for nationals is not easy .. haha .. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

i'm happie ... (:

2008-07-03T19:45:00.000-07:00

hello!!! i'm back wahaha .. omg i'm so damn tired todae! hahaha .. went sch as usual .. had PE todae ... all I can sae is Mr Samad is really qianbian to the max to the max TO THE MAX!!! make us luff like MAD! omg .. i cnt believe it hahaha .. until now i'll still luff when i tink of it pls! ESP THE BOW ONE! zzz! me and missquek surely neva laugh until tuition de LOR! ZZZ HAHA! he can be more baichi de pls .. LOL btw PE was fun luffing away! hahaha i shall not elaborate on the details .. if u wanna noe ASK ME personally! hahaha .. or stay tune to missquek's blog mayb she will blog =x hehee .. ok btw todae everyone surely NEVA get at least a "PAT" on their hand shoulder or back de lor .. all thanks to the idiom da shi teng ma shi ai mann .. i wonder who's tt idiot who came out with this line! tts so UNTRUE! .. i tink the four of them will tink so too 0.0 HAHA .. ok .. realli cnt stand it when the idiotss unite .. cos surely luff until stomach cramp lols had a nice chat with the three of them just now (: i enjoy such talks seriously! hehee aniwae i'm getting more and more qianbian nowadaes i ADMIT .. i oso dunno what happen to me! muz be due to all the bad influence from YOU GUYS esp ......... aiya i tink everyone shld noe LA HOR missquek ??? LOL! hahahaha ok i tink i shall end here~ haha BB!

No matter what it is .. i'll always be here for youu! (: Dont worry kks .. everything will be over soon .. and your new life shall just revolves ard ME! wahaha! xD ok .. takkaire my friend (: you are ALWAYS LOVED! =D

even if ... i'll still ... (:

2008-07-03T15:09:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! now is 6.09am in the morning and i'm using the com!! do u wanna noe the reason why? hmmm well i'm supposed to be in sch having consultation with the tcher BUT .. she last min sae she's on MC! zzzzz make me wake up SO EARLY den she sae she on MC .. zzz so i've nth to do now .. decided to use com a while hehee .. i'm sufferring from a bad flu due to the lack of slp .. so if i die of flu u all shld noe who killed me .. LOL jkjk ! my tcher is nice btw .. haha i'm starting to like her more! minus the part on the hmwkSSS .. wahaha .. ok lar .. i tink i shldnt crap animore .. i nid to rest abit haha .. BB!

2008-07-02T08:40:00.000-07:00

oh no i'm damn tired todae .. haha shall not tok alot! .. went for cca todae! at first was very happy cos tis is the first time i'm gng back as a MEMBER! hahaa .. but .. 0.0 the new SL was late! so i've to do everything agn .. lols zzz .. btw we officially step down at 13th July! aww mann i will miss CO to the max! ): Aldoh the practices sometimes were very tiring and stuffs like that .. i'll still miss all the fun and laughters we have tgt in CO as one big family throughout this one and a half years! the people are really nice! hahaa .. i realli wanna thank ronale and some other people for forcing me to join back CO at the start of last year! haha .. i neva regret being part of this family! (: gonna miss all the practices all the people the room and everything! haha life w/o cca is realli boring .. lols there is nth to complain abt and look forward to anymore! haha .. but aniwae life still goes on! hahaha .. i truly hope i can survive till the end of time .. LOL .. ok i shall go now .. tmr got consultation EARLY in the morning! =O ok BB! ..

"once a CO member .. always a CO member !" (:

2008-07-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAH!!! LOL!!! cnt stand my mother mann .. cmi de hahahaha .. my whole family will let her drive crazy one dae pls .. LOL as usual i shall not elaborate wahaha .. =x aniwae the five of us did a very stupid thing todae! omg damn dui lian de wahahahs! .. mayb only ky knew what happened! HAHAHA .. cnt stand my family lar .. always tgt jiu will have all these stupid thgs! for ur info, my mother is the no. 1 joker sia .. no wonder we are all born this way .. LOL ..

aniwae had bio test todae .. the paper was CRAP . to the max ! damn hard pls .. even my class bio pro oso sae its hard .. ahaha! yay means it's realli hard! =xx .. aniwae the bunch of idiots (7 of them) as usual come up with this super idiot system .. tt is from now onwards .. those who score top 3 for any tests among us will have to treat something!! -.- and HOW NICE we got back three tests todae!! wahaha .. wah dunno to feel happie when i fail my maths or not sia .. LOL .. aniwae tania is the first lucky winner todae for maths!! hahaha! but we are nice okae .. we sae tt will be a warm up rnd so not valid .. =x BUT i damn regret not saying warm up for the whole dae sia .. cos surely chem i neva like tio?? 0.0 but HENG ar .. cos they change to top three! wahaha! =X n its icecream onli! wahaha BETA THAN BAO PLS MIMI!! =x lols oh ya btw .. all this started off with our very nice lama .. mimizhang .. wahaha! cnt make it de she always have all those funny ideas that make us luff like mad .. =xx

Ok .. after bio rushed home cos gng for ah gong's bdae celebration! haha .. ok lar .. the food nicer BUT we surely not the first family to reach .. and they surely booked tables alr!! wah we waited till 9 plus den start to eat lor pls .. CAN BE EVEN LATER DE ! den we can have our first supper tgt (: how nice .. hahahaha! .. aniwae ya .. after that went home LOL laughing away again! .. hehee but thats joy! (: i enjoy the feeling when our whole family get together! haha .. i'm HAPPY! ok .. testsss are finally over .. but hmwks and stuffs are accumulating .. alot of thgs undone alot of things uncovered! alot of things to catch up! =O .. hahaha .. i'm darn tired alr ... but still have bio assignment to complete! pls kill me anione? my panda eyes are getting worse and worse omg .. i DONT WAN!! )): but what to do! JC! i chose it myself! who to blame ? hahahahaha! ok lar .. i shall end here first! if got things to add den u will SEE ME again!! hehee .. BB NITES !

i love this colour! (: MISSQUEK! i love this colour! (: hahaha! =x

2008-06-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

hahahaha! dunno why i felt so relax these few daes when i'm not supposed to!!!! =O haha .. nevertheless, i'm still feeling vry relax and happy lols .. i tink there's sth rong with me .. but tts a good thg huh! except after i got back the results that is .. HAHA! was discussing with iso abt the after As plan! haha .. i tink we are realli too slack alr! omg haha .. but the thought of it is so COOL! hehee ..

anyway got into this modern technology chat with the two idiots and we all came to a conclusion that online is beta than phone! hahaa .. somehow or rather i dun like to use phone that much! esp to chat on phone! haha firstly, i always tok until my ear very pain! esp using hp! secondly, i tink that toking on phone is a waste of time cos to not let the other party feel tt i'm not concentrating i cnt do other stuffs! LOL thirdly, if i tok until vry sian and wanna put down, i dunno how to sae it out! HAHAHA .. and most imptly .. i scared leng chang!! wah .. tts how much i hate gng on phone nowadaes hahas .. but of course if i'm super free .. i dun mind gng on phone! haha .. but i doubt there will be such period animore before As haha! .. btw i used to enjoy midnite calls!! hehee ..

okk .. n we came to a conclusion that we realli can tok abt anythg under the sun pls .. haha cmi de .. den will luff until like nobody's business =x but tts what make up life huh! hahaha .. yay idiots unite! (((: i tink i beta start studying alr if not i realli can hand in blank paper tmr! wahaha! xD .. BB!

2008-06-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

is it realli tt hard to say the truths ... o.O i'm sick and tired of liess ...

2008-06-28T04:57:00.000-07:00

woke up todae with huge muscle achess all over .. haha muz be due to ytd's pe .. omg it has been dunno how long since i last touch balls! pe was fun! (: haha btw ya actualli gng out to study todae de .. but i'm physically disabled! haha .. so stayed at home ! homeing can be fun too! =xx bio and econs tests are coming in one dae's time and yet i still dun feel the pressure coming .. tts somethg so worrying haha .. n i've not completed even 1/4 of bio and econs haven even started yet! dun have the mood and motivation to study! .. but time is running out! HOW!!! ok .. i tink the only solution is to continue slacking and divert my attention away from stress .. hehee .. BB!

2008-06-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

omg . i just woke up from a super long nap . hahahaha .. damn tiredd ahhhh . din hear my alarm at all pls! tts crazy ... now its alr 12 am! :O hahaa .. ytd's senior's bdae btw! hahaa .. did i tell u all that i've a damn cool and cute senior? hahaaaa! .. happie bdae senior!! dun worry jr will love you no matter how old u you are! ahhahaa! =x must meet up one dae soon okies! very long din see you on the field liaos wahaahaa! retire liaos oso neva come back to visit us .. sad sia .. HAHA .. ok world cup muz come back okiess LOL .. euro not so impt yet =xxx hahaaaa .. ok got to go off already! hahaahaa .. so slack! =x eh but before I end off ..

just some random thoughts! .. sometimes i'm realli glad tt i've gotten into tpjc n into the right class! (: i lovee both PAE and JAE 07S07 to the max! they realli rocks my socks up hehee .. they realli help me alot throughout my whole 1 n a half years life in JC so far and at least i'm proud to say that WE ARE A CLASS! ((: aldoh we have different cliques n stuffs or we dont always stay as one .. we are still able to work with one another happily when its needed! Really hope that we can all survive through A levels together n get into uni tgt! (: let us prove our tchers right n produce the results that we are supposed to okies ? (: Let us break tpjc's best historical record!!! wahaha comeon .. WE CAN DO IT!! hahaha ..

changzhongyun.hoxinying.lauweizhen.leekailicandy.quekjiahui.tania.astrid.jessiechoo.kamilah.sabirah.
sheikha.merin.violetsoon.tanooja.edwinphua.kenkang.clementtan.samualee.khairy.((:

2008-06-26T07:49:00.001-07:00

omg how to study when i'm mentally physically psychologically socially economically politically STRAINED......

2008-06-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

eheh .. corrections ... the band name is call synpathy not symphony wahaha! .. oh ya btw they got into the next round! haha ..

2008-06-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

I'm TIRED TIRED TIRED! learnt from jiejie .. said thrice means its true!! wahaha .. sianz dunno why todae so tired haiss .. my hands are breaking into two ! .. and can anione tell me wat i'm doing here ?! i've two tests tmr! hahahahaha .. haiss .. but i'm real saturated ... the more i study the more i dunno what i studying zzz .. i'm giving up giving up giving up .. haha .. i tink i realli cmi sia .. everytime the dae before any tests i'll feel the same .. haha .. GG! den tmr jiu everythg oso dunno how to do .. YAY .. -.- okk my eyes are closing alr .. watched superband jus now omg! i tink the tuzi vry cute ahahaha! .. for everyone's info three guys in the band by the name of symphony or wat is from PRSS! haha .. that's cool .. at least i'm an alumi of PRSS .. haha! crap .. ok wateva .. haha WHERE to find time to study when there's SO MUCH hmwk!!!!!! zzz .. ok haha btw thanks mrH for yr help! wahaha .. ok i tink i shall stop here alr~ BB !

2008-06-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

hello i'm back! hahas .. after another 1/4 dae of slacking! =xx just packed some stuffs for tmr .. n realised tmr's FILE is super duper heavy omg! equals to my whole stack of maths lecture notes! super kua zhang de .. hais tmr sch reopening already! means more work and exams coming in .. dunno to be happy or not ! haha .. super not prepared for school .. holidae realli pass damn fast .. did nth much = super slack! .. ahhhh .. ok i'm starting to get tired alr .. prom second payment is here .. MONEY again .. everythg nids money money money! hahaaa .. seriously, i'm very excited over post As activities ! wahaha especially our S07 sentosa outing!! wahaha ok aldoh it seems long but it is not! time pass realli realli realli fast .. just liddat 7 months are gone! omg wat have i done sia haha .. GG .. time to reflect already tianxy .. ok shall go sleep already .. tmr nids to wake up super early! (as compared to holidaes 0.0) hahaa .. goodnites everyone! hope tmr will be a good start! (((:

2008-06-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

wahahahahaha ! super cant stand my mummy de sia .. make me my bro n my sis luff until like mad! =xx LOL! but i shall not blog abt it cos very hard to put into words lolss .. damn funny de omg .. zzz okies .. todae another 3/4 dae gone already! dunno what have i done hahaa .. but something to celebrate about .. tt is GP remedial resumed in nxt nxt nxt week!!!!! wahaha! super happy de .. means got like more time to sleep =x haha! okok .. shall stop here first ~

2008-06-21T12:52:00.000-07:00

OMG! love you to the max to the max to the max mann missLCH! without you, i realli dunno how i can survive through tonite 0.0 zzz .. lolss .. btw for everyone's info now is alr 4 plus in the morning! =O and i'm still quite awake! omg .. i tink my biological clock is real screwed .. lets see how am i gng to fall aslp tmr's nite! 0.0 wish me good luck sia! haha .. BTW gp remedial resumes on monday! oh my gawd! means 3/4 of the day will be gone! can someone tell me how are we gng to finish studying two subjects in less than 1/4 dae! zzz .. aniwae i tink i shld put myself to sleep alr .. oops rong .. i mean like try to sleep? hahahaha .. ok nites everyone! oh ya before i go, i wanna sincerely truthfully faithfully whatevaly sae again that I REALLY LOVE MY BUDDY ALOT! wahaha! xD lalala ~ okok bb everyone! ~ (:

2008-06-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

wahh todae is torturing man! wahaha woke up at 8 plus! 0.0 aldoh i officially woke up at 9 plus haha .. cos i'm meeting that bunch of idiots to carry out some important task! =O hahas .. wateva .. went to city hall to walk walk .. walk walk walk keep walking non-stop! 0.0.. den bought some stuffs .. went marina eat lunch .. den continue walking again .. went to suntec to look for something but cnt find haha .. den we decided to go plaza sing since misslau is going there for tuition in the afternoon .. in the end being NICE ppl we walked her to her tuition centre .. hahaha surely neva like walk from doby ghaut mrt station to little india mrt station liddat! damn far de pls hahas .. den send her all the way up to the door step! .. oh pls .. it doesnt look like a tuition centre AT ALL .. at the door they paste alot of those ahmituofou thingy wahaha .. looks more like a chanting place or wat pls .. ok got da kai yan jie abit arh =x .. a tuition centre that doesnt look like one .. LOL the signboard still wrote wat wat training centre wahaha .. becareful ar misslau sacarly is some hei dian or wat oops =x .. haha ok den we walked all the way back to plaza sing! surely the sun is NOT very hot de pls .. went carrefour to get something .. but in the end din get anythg hahas .. shopped around plaza sing for awhile while waiting for missho's family to come cos they gng chinatown for dinner! COOL .. chinatown leh ! i love chinatown! hehee .. =x aniwae ya throughout the whole trip i'm like dying already cos i'm seriously LACK OF SLEEP! haha came home bathed .. den SLEEP! haha din have a good slp i guess .. woke up with a super big headache sia .. zzz .. ate panadols and start chionging my gp reading logs .. is ALOT de omg .. ok manage to finish more than 3/4 alr .. big accomplishment! haha .. ok here i'm slacking again ~ =x okok shall moveee on .. may be back lata! aldoh usually i wont wahaha ..

btw dont trust ppl around u too much! =O cos u wont noe when u'll get hurt .. (:

2008-06-20T07:23:00.001-07:00

Before i post about what happened todae .. i seriously wanna ask something ... can anione tell me WHY I HAVE SUCH IDIOTIC BUNCH OF FRIENDS???????? LOL cmi de sia .. cnt stand them .. zzz .. ok let me tell u all what happen ... at 8 plus todae i received a letter that looks like this ....

(I lightened away the address heheee cos i scared too mani ppl will write love letters for me arhh .. WAHAHAHA xD) ok i thgt who so niceee wrote me a letter sia ... so i opened ....... but GUESS WHAT I SAW INSIDE????? .....................

SL FORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!

This very nice girl by the name of miss LAUWEIZHEN actualli sent this SL form all the way to my house BY MAIL becos i din went school on wed!!!!!! tts not the worse thing ... the worse thing is ... we are meeting up TOMORROW n sch is just two daes lata!!!!!!!!! ZZZ n n ... this idea is suggested by my another VERY nice friend ... by the name of miss HOXINYING ... WAH .. they sure can be more baichi de lor!!! LOL idiot sia .. cnt stand it ... ok so now can anione tell me why

i have such idiotic bunch of friends ???? 0.0 dunno to sae them cute or idiot sia wahahas !

okok lets put tt stupid incident aside WAHAHA ... went to hospital to have lunch ! den came home to do some chem cos got tuition! haha AS USUAL tuition was luffing away again .. 0.0 super cmi de pls .. but todae missquek got abit abnormal cos she got ABIT quiet .. wahahas aiyo why arh why arh WAHAHAHS .. okok she is super excited over her LONG JOHNSSSSSS dinner with her mummy .. cnt make it .. haha .. aniwae ya den after tt went to ep have dinner with misskeyang n dunno why we started toking abt super random topicss for abt 2 hours WAHAHA .. den she came over my house sit sit n went home! ok tts all for now .. i'm super slack again .. zzz .. tmr gng out with my idiotic bunch of friends .. EARLY in the morning! haha .. means cnt sleep too late tonite! may come back again lata! BB!

2008-06-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 10 plus todae ! haha spoke to my mum whole morning abt a missing handbag =x .. haha den went to hospital to visit my grandma! she's gng for an operation! after she went in the operating theatre i went home cos it wld take quite some time .. actualli i onli wanted to take sth cos gng keyang's hse! but who noes in the end she sae she wanna come my hse .. O.o HENG ar i forgot to take sth if not i on the way liaos whahaas .. ok den we started talking while trying to do some work but unfortunately it isnt productive wahahas .. went tuition at 7 .. wah tuition with missquek ard always dun seems like a tuition wahahas cos we will always luff like mad pls .. cmi de lar she .. lols den went home played some com den went to watch tvee! until 3 plus 0.0 haha .. ok another SLACKED DAE! jiu ming arh ..........

2008-06-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

wahaha .. i realised i have been blogging everydae lately .. is that a good or a bad thing ? hmmm .. for a WEIRD blog reader like miss tiankeyang i guess it is a GOOD thing huh .. WAHAHA .. n my zhong shi du zhes like missquek n my mui n tanmeihui n ... hmmm .. not bad ar .. can consider continuing wahaha .. aniwae din go for bio tuitorial todae! AWWW i'm super duper sad .. seriously i'm looking forward to it! weird huh .. haha ... but so sad! hais woke up this morning wah my whole stomach surely not pain like wth ! haha .. i tink there's sth rong with my digestive system .. wah i rather shang tu xia xie mann at least all the toxics will come out .. ok wahaha it sounds abit errr .. lols .. aniwae went out for lunch with my mama .. den after i came home i went to dig out those antique superstar video tapes to watch! 0.0 wahhaas i tink i realli too free le sia just like what my mui sae haha n term tests are like less than one week away ?? LOL .. it feels like a joke sia =x aniwae i realli did watched .. 0.0 oh ya btw ytd was listening to this song by silver n it brought back alot of wonderful memories! haha .. i realli miss those times! seriously .. dropped her an sms last nite n heard tt she has officially quitted m5! tts a good thing i thought hahas .. tts a place of hell which will only under showcase her talent .. wahaha aniwae she asked for a gathering .. so those ppl like tky .. zidong abit ar .. hehee .. ok thats about all .. i may come back lata to do some random blogging .. lols .. i have no mood to study at all .. the MASS MEDIA is crap! wahaha .. wow .. tts another 1 hour gonee lols .. i tink i can just prepare my own funeral before sch reopen wahaha .. xD kk .. tata~

2008-06-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

I WAN TO SLEEP! hahahahaha .. ya sia .. like reall ... sianz tmr got bio tuitorial from 9-11!! BIO always the spoiler! haha .. i tink i seriously will die when sch reopen! cos throughout the HOLI i din even touched bio at all! n i mean like TOUCH ONLY! =O super cmi haha .. omg i tink i super slack de .. pls kill me .. holidae is ending soon means A levels is coming soon OMG .. but aniwae .. went out with my mama todae .. n listened to a 2 hour talk on INSURANCE ! surely i understand 0.0 cos my mum wants to buy for my bro .. wah surely neva made me stone for like 2 hours 0.0 .. aniwae .. my mum keep asking me go study about stocks in uni .. LOL wat a joke sia! i dun even noe what tt is! n its MATHS N ECONS ! spare me plsss =xx mayb missquek u can try considering .. wahahass xD another dae gone ~

aniwae i tink i'm getting fatter and fatter omg .. time to exercise tianxinying!

hais i realli dunno what i shld do! is there even a chance .. ?

2008-06-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

before everything .. i'm proud to say that ... i SURVIVED bio lecture!! wahaha xD super big accomplishment mann .. the time passed quite fast ar todae dunno why haha .. woke up at 7 plus tis morning n realised that my EZlink card was missing! so i find find find .. den i rmb my mui forgot to return me ytd! 0.0 hmmm k .. so i sent her a sms to double check! BUT i din mean to wake her up 0.0 .. in the end she went all the wae to tpj bus-stop EARLY in the morning to pass me the card omg .. feel so guilty .. SORRY mui! )): but aniwae thanks for yr breakfast! ((: haha .. ok went to bio lecture with iso .. todae misslau misschang n missquek realli neva come .. hahaa .. no wonder so quiet sia =x oops haha .. den after that went eastpoint with missho misssoon missja mrkang n mrphua .. lols actualli wanna have lunch tgt but they eating at burger king so in the end we went eslewhere to eat cos iso cnt have fastfood! n i dun realli feel like eating bk haha .. ok went home after that .. n took a nap! surely is a NAP .. omg sleep damn long de hahas .. catched superband just now!! haha .. some was really funny! oopps .. haha .. ok tts about all .. vry tired alrrr aldoh i slept alot just now haha .. BB ~

2008-06-15T09:47:00.001-07:00

happy father's day!! (: woke up at 10 plus todae .. watched tvee wahaha tt show is damn funny until i keep luffing non-stop zzz .. wat a good wake up call? hahas .. den went bk study with my mui .. 0.O super long neva go out study with her liaos ! haha .. but she VERY BAD todae!! keep dun let me see the song titles!! zzz hmmm k haha .. aniwae only studied for awhile cos i have father's dae dinner at east coast! 0.0 okies .. aniwae neva see my ahma todae! haha .. i tink my ahgong n ahma quarrel arh .. my ahgong sae todae is FATHER's dae so my ahma no nid come .. den nxt time MOTHER's dae he oso dun nid to go .. zzz .. surely de lor haha .. n my mother surely neva sae i look like primary school kid infront of my relatives!!! o.O how nice .. lols .. btw throughout the trip my sis keep asking us to guess riddles! wahaha .. i tink i vry clever sia cos i got most of them rite =x .. lalala ~ ok lar .. afterall todae is a HAI KE YI dae lor .. wahahas .. xD tmr got bio lecture from 9-1 ZZZ FOUR HOURS!! and now is already 1am! .. hais realli dun feel like gng .. missquek n misslau n misschang not going! 0.0 ok onli missquek is the slack one btw wahahas! hai hai hai ... i SURELY can stay awake throughout de 0.0 ahhh .. ok shall end off here haha bb ~

hmmm .. I felt more relax todae ler .. (: thanksss !

我怀念的是无话不说 ........

2008-06-14T06:27:00.001-07:00

Neva knew that doing work is a good way to relax your mind and not think about anything esle ...

2008-06-13T10:22:00.000-07:00

wahahas! went IT fair with tanmeihui todae .. wah surely not big surely not alot of people surely not three storeys high surely neva walk til leg wanna break surely neva queue for so long surely neva bought one memory card one printer ink and .. hahas .. ok .. it's kinda interesting actualli cos tis is the first time i went to an IT fair! 0.O lols .. ok .. after that went marina square walk walk n decided to go movie-ing at EHUB! catched kungfu panda! haha .. it's a damn funny show okies .. not bad ar .. for relaxing (: lols .. aldoh the ticket is like 10.50 ?? haha .. surely NOT ex de .. ya not ex .. haha .. ok ate dinner at the mr chicken rice .. haha quite weird the atmosphere but ok lar .. cos realli dunno what to eat .. haha .. reached home at 9 plus! wah SURELY neva discuss about FART n SHIT with a bunch of idiots wahahas! stupid de .. aniwae after one whole dae of non stop walking plus luffing i'm realli tired .. haha .. but i'm trying to keep myself awake!! =O hmmm .. aniwae missquek ! no matter what .. must believe in yrself okies ! Sorry cant help much .. but yeah will always support yr decision de okies (: haha .. n this mrdunnowhotochooseguy .. i oso dunno what to sae liaos wahaha .. let fate decide for u bah! told u i'm the best liaos wahaha ! xD .. okok and lastly...

for those who care ...
i tink i'm starting to accept the fact already (: n i finalli noe the reason why .. i noe it's not gonna work out somehow .. but nevertheless i feel that i ought to try .. becos if one dae it really fails totally .. i noe that i did not let myself down .. n tt at least i've eva tried! haha .. aniwae hope u din get the rong idea! haha .. thanks for all the concerns guys! (:

2008-06-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

went airport to study with two siao ginnas todae .. wahahaha.. oops =x i woke up at the time we are supposed to meet!! wahaha .. power rite! =x hehee .. aiya .. is to let them miss me more la actualli .. lols .. but feel vry guilty seh .. make them see me less one n a half hour =x oops .. lols .. PAISEH ar .. wahaha .. but at least we are QUITE productive todae! (: aldoh we were still luffing n siaoing throughout lols cmi de .. go out with siao ginnas jiu shi liddat .. =xx haha .. it has been super long since i went out to study i guess? lols .. missed those daes when we chiong O levels n exams at airport with ruizhen they all! wahaha .. n ahma! when u wanna go out to study! must tell me the day n time ok! cos holidae is ending soon! lols .. gng to play bball with tanmeihui soon! super excited de .. it has been long since we touched bball tgt!! (: n long since we CRAPPED on msn hahas! n i still owe her her dou niu OST mann .. feel damn guilty de! =O n she just reminded me abt the campfire todae! i totally forgot abt it .. zzz .. haha .. btw just now on the way home we saw one tourist scolding the ticket officer at the airport mrt station DAMN loud pls .. she sae sth like .. hope you die .. hope yr whole family die with u .. hope earthquake attack yr country or wat .. damn dramatic .. scary mann wahaha .. but i realli hope earthquake tsunami cyclone can come altgt mann .. lols ! JKJK . xD aniwae tmr have to wake up darn early! cos i dun wanna treat lunch wahaha! =x ok i shall end here~!

2008-06-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

i'm tired like shit! ahhh! haven been sleeping properly these few nights .. zzz .. tmr there's SL ! another tiring dae .. i shall sleep earli todae! aldoh it is alr quite late hahas .. yay todae went school in the morning for maths extra lessons haha .. den went to ikea to have lunch ! it has been long since we went ikea together (: .. i realise i feel much beta when i'm in school ! haha .. n i feel that i'm slowly getting used to it already .. (: thanks sun nv for yr concern! ah gong is alrite huh! hehee .. Let me post some photos we took in ikea! of cos excluding those dui lian ones .. =x

Miss the mirrorssss ! wahahas xD

hmmm .. buay paiseh oneSSS =xx

yayness!

ok mirrors realli everywhere wahahas xD

eeeee ... i like this photo! wahahas .. artistic rite ! =xx hehee .. GUESS whose is whose! HAHA

aniwae .. after todae i realised something .. ikea ice water nice to drink sia .. will get addicted de .. wahaha xD yay! finalli a dae tt is not so tong ku ! (: love u all ! muacks ~

2008-06-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

After days n days of sleepless nights ... i've decided to take that idea away .. true friends nowadays are not easy to find .. yaayaa .. sae to stop thinking .. but can i ? i already gave in alot le .. what about you ? have you ? sometimes i realli wonder .. is this what i realli wanted ? hais .. 10 messages long .. so wat ? i still cant bring myself to send it .. such a useless thing i am ! what is holding me back ?? what is there for me to hang on ?? tears ?? haha .. haiss .. lalala ~ almost a year ler .. ONE YEAR! what am i doing .. someone pls slap me awake .. I NEED TO MOVE ON .. friends ? mani mani out there waiting for me ! one more one less doesnt make a difference anyway .. BUT WHY .. zzz .. i cant let this affect my studies ! .. get out of my life please .. THIS IS HELL!

if given another chance .. i wld still let u in .. but tis time rnd i will walk out myself before you do ...

hais talking to u make me happy as well .. but what am i to u ??

2008-06-06T11:58:00.000-07:00

hmmm .. felt much better after throwing everything out !! (: ISO realli thanks for sacrificing yr sleeping time to listen to me nag !! haha .. yay i love u deep down in my heart !! haha .. any kind souls pls date me out so that i wont tink so much .. wahaha actualli i enjoyed being alone at home! (:

as for you i tink i shall hold on ! (:

2008-06-04T11:38:00.001-07:00

no moreee .. i had enuff ... (: whenever you think you will .. you will not .. but this time round I will ... things are realli not easier done than said .. its time to settle down and not think of anything esle ... life shall goes on (: and i shall not put myself in such dilemmas again .. cos it always hurt .. ya .. deep down .. what i needed the most now is not someone but something .. something that even god cant give me ..

.. friends shall not ask what happen .. cos nothing i'm feeling now could be put into words (: i'm going to sleep now as promised ! to someone .. haha .. bb nitess tccc .

i will let go slowly .. please give me time ...

2008-05-31T11:56:00.001-07:00

am i doing the right thing? hahaa .. perhaps i am! ..

2008-05-30T08:34:00.001-07:00

TODAE IS A HAPPIE DAEEE !!! (: hehee .. wanna noe what happen ? stay tune for quek jiahui's blog! i lazy to blog WAAHAHA ! =x

2008-05-28T05:50:00.000-07:00

sian sian sian ! i hate it most when i fall sickk! surely i neva sleep like from 3-8 ytd and frm 9 plus to 3 plus AM .. cmi de damn xin ku until i cnt sleep properly at night keep waking up .. no matter how i twist n turn juz feel vry uncomfortable plus i was shivering like mad! den in the end i give up went to sit at the sofa daydream .. 0.0 finalli i fall aslp on the sofa at 4 plus .. haha .. wake up at 7 plus .. cos damn hot ! 0.0 zzz .. surely neva you cold you hot! so irritated with myself ! decided not to go school becos i tink i will faint anytime .. PLUS got GP test confirm cnt concentrate .. so i went to see doctor to get mc .. just ate my medicine .. feeling beta liaos .. but i tink i'll be dozing off again .. haha .. so i shall end here ..

i'm still waiting .. endlessly .. haiss ..

2008-05-26T06:21:00.001-07:00

haha! lets all HOORAY FOR HOLIDAESS!! (: haha although it dont seems like a holidae as it should be .. but aniwae at least i dun nid to snooze like hell every morning =x n CONTROL myself to sleep early at night! haha .. n perhaps i have some time to BLOG as well! (:

During this LONGG period when i was not around .. MANY MANY THINGS happened! (sounds like an interesting life huh) wahaha .. but okok lar .. of cos i spent most of the time with my bed and worksheets and boring stuffs .. haha .. but for a period of one month I broke my record for gng a concert every week ! haha ..SUPER BROKE! thats the main point =xx aldoh it is realli TIRING n time consuming but i actualli did enjoyed every single concerts !! cos i got to meet up with my secondary school friends! (: yayy i love them lots lotss . Aldoh we neva meet vry often but at least we still manage to crap n jisiao each other when we meet up! haha .. and of course not forgetting my jc friends as well! I think the most important reason why i can survive until now is becos of them !! w/o them i realli cant believe how my life in JC would turn out to be like .. lovee u all ! muacks ! haha ..

As daes go by i can sense that our friendship is getting stronger n stronger and i believe it will last forever! .. missquek ! aldoh we ALWAYS ARGUE W/O FAIL but dont plae plae WE WON THE FIVE SETS! wahaha .. thanks for always being so willing to share your things with me! (: misslau ! I always enjoyed those HEART TO HEART tok with u .. haha at least u let me noe dere's someone out there who's willing to let me open my heart to ! (: misslee ! dunno since when I became so comfortable when toking to u ! wahaha .. yay thanks for being someone whom i can not hesitate to confide in as well ! (: missho ! you've always been my most CRAZY iso! haha .. thanks for being such a nice nice niceee friendd that i can share my problem with always! (: and lastly ! MIMI ! always enjoyed your presence with all your LAN DAO YAO SI de jokes and yr hegicoptor and deoDORrant! wahaha ! i tink i will rmb for life ! (: thankss for all the laughter n fun u have brought in to my life ! =DD

SPECIAL NOTE TO AHMA : AHMA!!! dun worry okies! no matter how tough yr life is .. REMEMBER that i'll always be there for youuu!! if in anytime u feel vry lonely and left out .. DONT hesitate to CALL ME ! (: I'LL ZOOM THERE AS FAST AS POSSIBLE IF I CAN! =D just bare in mind that no matter what, you're NOT alone (: COS U STILL HAVE ME! ^.^ your ever so cute and guai sun zi (: hehee ..

Lastly lastly lastly ... i wanna sae .. KEYANGGGGG I LOVEEE YOUUUU ! =X wahaha ok until now i tink we dont nid to use this kinda way to sae how much we mean to each other liaos RITE! (: yeahh .. lets practice some heart to heart telephony okies ! wahaha xD (actualli i write tis is becos i scared someone sae i neva mention her la .. =x WAHAHA JKJK! xD)

aniwae .. my whole purpose of blogging is not to write all those actualli wahaha .. but just did some reflections and bu zhi bu jue jiu type it out liaos wahaha .. my life will get busier n busier each dae .. and i tink sooner or later i will lose my life ! wahaha .. have been troubled over some stuffs this few weeks ! and i guess it is very stupid! wahaha .. MISSLAU .. i tink i will be finding u soon wahahas! =x ok la i shall end here !!! BB ALL NITESSSSSS !

what is love without being loved?